Monday, August 11, 2008Y
6:31 PM
Macross Frontier Ost - Triangler - Sakamoto Maayakimi wa dare to kisu wo suru
watashi soretomo ano ko
kimi wa dare to kisu wo suru
hoshi wo meguru yo junjou
yowamushi nakimushi tsurete
mada ikun da to omou watashi
aisuru yori motomeru yori
utagau hou ga zutto tayasui jibun ga kuyashii
itai yo
mikata dakedo aishitenai toka
mamoru dakedo soba ni irenai toka
nigai niritsuhaihan
imasugu tacchimi-
unmei naraba tsunagasete
kimi wa dare to kisu wo suru
watashi soretomo ano ko
kokoro yurasu kotoba yori
musekinin ni daite genkai
mousou wo sabaku okite
ushiro kara keriagetara
mukidashi no koi ni yoroketa
kokyuu dake de seiippai
mukae ni kite oboreteru kara
itai yo
maemuki na uso ma ni ukeru nowa
waratteru koe segamenai kara
mirai moteamashita
imasugu hold me
risei nante oshitaoshite
kimi wa dare to kisu wo suru
watashi soretomo ano ko
namida marude yakutatazu
hoshi wo kakeru yo junjou
kimi wa dare to kisu wo suru
kimi wa dare to kisu wo suru
watashi soretomo ano ko
tatta hitotsu inochi wo tate ni
ima furikazasu kanshou
Who will you kiss?
Me, or that girl?
Who will you kiss?
Orbit the stars, my pure feelings.
Together with my weak and crybaby selves,
I think I'll continue walking on.
I seldom love, and I seldom wish,
I often choose to doubt, and for that I hate myself.
It hurts.
Like how we are friends but you don't love me,
Or how I can't be with people I'm protecting.
Those bitter contradictions.
Touch me now.
If it's fate, then let me be with you.
Who will you kiss?
Me, or that girl?
More than your seductive words,
Your irresponsibility engulfs me, and I'm at my limit.
The laws that govern my fantasies,
When I gave them a kick from the back,
I tripped and fell over the passion evolved.
Breathing alone takes up all my strength.
Come for me, I am drowning.
It hurts.
Taking an optimistic lie for the truth hurts.
For there isn't a taunting voice egging me on,
The future has become too much for me to bear.
Hold me now.
Overcome your rationality.
Who will you kiss?
Me, or that girl?
These tears are close to worthless,
Chase the stars, my pure feelings.
Who will you kiss?
Who will you kiss?
Me, or that girl?
I use my one and only life as my shield,
And now I brandish my painful sentimentality.
Macross Frontier Ost - Infinity - May'n
zetsubou kara tabidachi wo kimeta ano hi
atashitachi no mae ni wa tada kaze ga fuiteta ne
tsutaetai kimochi hodo kotoba togire togire de
nani mo ienai mama itsumo honto wa fuan de
ashita ga moshimo mieteshimaeba
hito wa yume wo egaku koto mo naku ikiru deshou
sayonara wo dakishimete
itoshisa wo dakishimete
kimi eno omoi de sekai umetsukushitai
hirari hirari tondetta
porori porori naichatta
yakusoku no chi no hate de moichido aitai
ushinatte bokutachi sukoshi tsuyoku nareta kana
kizutsuite mae yori motto yasashiku nareta kana
sugiru tsukihi wa nani wo tamesu no
kedakai mama de ai wa mugen dato kuchidzukete
tsuyoku tsuyoku itainda
kimi ga kimi ga suki nanda
kagiri nai sora no hate e ai yo habatake
eien ga mabushikute
setsunasa ga mabushikute
doko made mo wakiagaru inori yo todoke
nemuranai omoi
kieru koto no nai kibou ga kono te ni aru kara
sayonara wo dakishimete
itoshisa wo dakishimete
kimi eno omoi de sekai umetsukushitai
hirari hirari tondetta
porori porori naichatta
yakusoku no chi no hate de moichido aitai
Remember, on the day we decided to escape this despair,
What lay before us was nothing but the passing wind?
The more feelings I have to convey, the more my words fumble.
Unable to tell you anything, the truth is I live in uncertainty.
If humans could somehow see tomorrow,
Then we probably wouldn't have to live on our dreams.
Embrace that goodbye!
Embrace that affection!
I want to bury this entire world with my feelings for you.
I flew so nimbly, so lightly.
I cried so hard, so much.
I just want to see you once again, at our promised land.
We lost much, but have we become a little stronger?
Are our hearts gentler than before we were hurt?
What are the passing days testing me?
With your pride intact, kiss me and tell me that your love is infinite.
I want to be strong, to be resilient!
I love you, and only you!
Fly forth my love, to the end of the infinite universe!
Eternity is dazzling.
The pain is dazzling.
May my prayers overcome all obstacles and reach you.
My feelings do not rest,
For I have in my hands a hope that cannot be erased.
Embrace that goodbye!
Embrace that affection!
I want to bury this entire world with my feelings for you.
I flew so nimbly, so lightly.
I cried so hard, so much.
I just want to see you once again, at our promised land.
Macross frontier Ost - Diamond Crevasse - May'n
kami-sama ni koi wo shiteta koro wa
konna wakare ga kuru towa omottenakatta yo
mou nido to furerarenai nara
semete saigo ni mou ichido dakishimete hoshikatta yo
It's long long good-bye...
sayonara sayonara nando datte
jibun ni mujou ni iikikasete
te wo furu nowa yasashisa dayo ne?
ima tsuyosa ga hoshii
anata ni deai STAR kagayaite atashi ga umarete
aisureba koso i areba koso
kibou no nai kiseki wo matte dou naru no?
namida ni nijimu hoshi no matataki wa gone...
wasurenai yo anata no nukumori mo
sono yasashisa mo subete tsutsunde kureta ryoute mo
It's long long good-bye...
sayonara sayonara itoshii hito
anata ga ita kara aruite koreta
hitori nanka jyanakatta yo ne?
ima kotae ga hoshii
moeru you na ryuusei tsukamaete hi wo tomoshite
aishiteitai aisaretetai
hieta karada hitotsu de sekai wa dou naru no?
haritsudzuketeta kyosei ga toketeku long for...
doushite nano? namida afurete tomerarenai
anata ni deai STAR kagayaite atashi ga umarete
aisureba koso i areba koso
kibou no nai kiseki wo matte dou naru no?
namida ni nijimu hoshi no matataki wa gone...
moshi umarekawatte mata meguriaeru nara
sono toki mo kitto atashi wo mitsukedashite
mou nido to hanasanaide tsukamaetete
hitori jyanai to sasayaite hoshii planet...
When I was still in love with god,
I never expected such a farewell would come.
If I had known I could never feel your touch again,
I would've hoped to be embraced just one last time.
It's long long good-bye...
Goodbye, goodbye, so many times,
I repeated the word to myself,
Waving my hands. It's only graceful, right?
Now, I long to be stronger.
I met you, the stars sparkled, and I was born.
I love you, therefore I am.
What good is waiting for a hopeless miracle?
Through my tear-filled vision, the planet's twinkle is gone...
I can't ever forget your warmth,
Your kindness, and your all-encompassing hands.
It's long long good-bye
Goodbye, goodbye, my beloved.
I came this far because you were here.
I wasn't alone, was I?
Now, I long for answers.
Catch a falling star that looks ablazed and light a fire,
I still want to love, and I still want to be loved.
What good is a lone freezing body to this world?
I long for you to finally drop your act...
What's wrong? Why can't I stop my tears from overflowing?
I met you, the stars sparkled, and I was born.
I love you, therefore I am.
What good is waiting for a hopeless miracle?
Through my tear-filled vision, the planet's twinkle is gone...
If we are reincarnated and can meet again some day,
Please be sure to find me and hold me tight,
And make sure you never let go again.
I wish the planet would whisper to me that I'm not alone...
Sunday, August 03, 2008Y
10:49 PM
am currently quite pissed off lahx..but wont be mentioning it..
finally back hm le..
been out since afternoon for fishing..
which is my last hobby left liaox le..
cos i haven got any other hobby le..
my colleague came to fetch mi ard 1 lidat..
headed to buy the bait used for fishing..
den after tat went behind science center there for fish..
but there onli got those small lohan n those irritating japanese fish..
so we soon jiu went off liaox le..
next destination was at yishun de SAF training ground there..
but reach there cant go in cos got exercise in there n the gate was close..
but lucky he got car to drive ard..
if not the time we take to travel jiu can go hm slp le.. hahas..
headed back to lim chu kang..
our old spot for fishing..
jus love tat stop sia..
but its jus tat there is lots of mosquito there..
went to AVA there to fish..
but seems like no fish lidat..
n somemore those thai ppl came wif fish net..
we jiu sian half le..
so we jiu shift up further..
n there..
we caught our first big fish for the day..
n im the one to catch it first sia.. hahas..
i owned man.. ;x
was fishing halfway n irene called..
asked where im..
told her im fishing n she said im still like the past so no life..
wah.. its my onli hobby left for mi to do when there is no one to pei mi lehx..
so where can u lidat say mi..
its jus mi mahx..
the one u hav noe years back..
jus onli tat i hav change n turn good..
n my attitude n temper hav turn good too..
u noe it urself too de.. isnt it..
hav a nice chat after so long since u got married..
sometimes rly miss those crappy days we had in the past..
she ask abt how mi n my gf too..
n i told her everyting is going fine n good..
thks for ur concern.. =]
fished till abt 8 lidat den we jiu pack our tings n headed hm le..
went to hav our dinner b4 sending mi back hm..
den unhappy ting jiu happen le..
tings happen jiu happen le..
dun wish to talk abt it anymore le..
dun wanna feel hurt by tinking of it le..
honey..
hope u will understand after reading the sms i hav send u..
but if u still dun understand even after reading it..
den i jiu hav got nth to say liaox le..
n there will be nth i can do abt it oso le..
gal..
thks for calling mi today when u recieve my sms to ease my boredom while i fish..
being a mother le..
hope u will learn how to tink n be a good mother k..
dun be so playful like wat use to be in the past le k..
wish u to be happy forever.. =]
waiting to find a day free to mit up wif irene to c her cutie little baby..
gonna bully her baby.. hahas..
am i the baby's onli god-father mahx.. hahas..
shall find a day for it as im oways veri busy nowadays..
mit up soon k..
provided if i hav the time.. ;x
gonna be logging off soon le..
tink the next time i will be back for update will be earliest by next week i gus..
do stay tune n do tag..
smile oways..
Honey.. I love u so much.. Hope u do love mi as much as well..