Sunday, June 29, 2008Y
7:24 PM
okie.. finally im back to blogging again le.. hav been rly busy for the week.. din hav time for anything oso.. was kinda shag when i got hm ytd.. ><starting from monday was busy le.. work work work.. n after work was practical.. till nite den i got hm.. den bath n all den jiu fall aslp le.. tues was busy working oso.. den wed was again work n after tat practical.. thur was jus onli work.. but at least got the time to mit honey for dinner.. hehe.. den was friday.. end of the week but its still so tiring oso.. work n practical..
tis whole week is all work n practical work n practical.. rly tired lahx.. but no choice.. haha.. no work = no money.. no money = no food no entertainment.. no entertainment = boring.. n when all tis happenings honey will oso not hav fun oso.. so yea.. got to work.. n oso for my practical is oso no choice de.. cos i wanna get my bike soon.. cos im rly tired n lazy to wait for public transport n all le.. oways wait so long n oways so many ppl.. ><
ytd was veri rushing for mi oso lahx.. got alot of work ytd.. n i hav to rush finish everything by 3pm.. cos i nd to mit honey to go to pasir ris park n prepare tings for her bbq to celebrate her bday in advance.. so yea.. but the time i mit honey was like already 4+ le.. den cab to downtown n waited for the supplier to come wif the food.. n finally the food came at ard 545 lidat..
prepared everything n waited for the rest to come.. but ytd was a bombing day i gus.. those hu said tat would come din turn up.. n those hu said would come early came down damn late too.. so its like wat the hell lahx.. n honey cried too.. was so shock to c honey suddenly cry lahx.. was feeling so unhappy when i c honey cry.. bcos i din wan her to cry on her bday de.. ><
finally at ard 7+ going 8 den the first few person came.. n by tat time honey n i was already super hungry n honey ws already having some gastrics pain le.. rly heartaching to c honey lidat lahx.. suppose to let her be happy de.. den end up tings became lidat.. sorry honey.. in future i will get all the ting by myself n not wait for others to help get them k..
after the first grp of ppl came.. den the rest jiu start to slowly come liaox le.. n everything went quite alrite after tat.. hehe.. hav fun talking to honey fren which is xing yao they all.. was talking abt ns stuffs lahx.. although it maybe be boring but its oways a topic for guys bahx.. hahas.. waited till abt 1 den norman n the rest came.. but by the time alot of ppl were already leaving liaox le lohx..
n oh ya.. den was cutting cake session for honey.. actually wanted to disturb her by pushing the candles allthe way in de.. but din wanna sabo her.. so jiu din do le.. but leong was bad lahx.. he pushed the candle all the way in.. but honey was clever lahx.. she quickly used her hand to pull it out.. lols.. after eating the cake we jiu started cooking for one last time.. n almost finish cooking all the food lohx.. den was sitting down talking n eating liaox le.. till abt 3 i gus.. den norman n the rest jiu cab back.. mi n honey cab back too.. actually wanna go honey hse at first de.. but din wanna disturb her slp.. so i jiu went back hm myself le..
slp all the way till abt 1+ wake up.. almost same time as honey i gus.. den went to hav my breakfast.. prata.. woohoo.. so long no eat le.. but its already cold le.. cos my aunty bought it for mi in the morning.. after eating was still feeling slpy.. den honey told mi to go slp so i jiu rly go back slp again lohx.. all the way till 4+ den i wake up again.. n honey say im a pig sia.. lol.. im not pig pig okie.. hahas.. bleahs..
was watching show from jus now.. n u noe wat.. my fone abit spoil le.. sometimes i cant cal cant sms.. sometimes i cant recieve cal or sms oso.. dunno wat happen to the fone oso lahx.. >< its hinting mi to change fone n waste money again le.. roar..
but afterall.. i hope honey do enjoy her advance bday ytd lahx.. n im waiting for tml.. to celebrate her bday wif her alone.. hehe.. loves honey.. **hugs n kisses**
Sunday, June 22, 2008Y
11:40 PM
oops.. to tink tat i forget to talk abt our 19th mth anni.. ;x hahas.. tink i was rly too sick liaox le bahx.. jus came to tink of it when im blog hopping jus now.. hahas..as said.. mit honey on friday.. but din celebrate our anni on tat day.. den ytd honey wasnt free.. cos she mit up wif alex to celebrate his bday wif him.. at the same time i was sick too.. so yea.. den was today.. hahas..
actually today oso din rly celebrate bahx.. jus mit up to go out.. watch the incredible hulk.. hmmm.. was kinda stupid lahx.. they tried so hard to catch the hulk but end up creating another hulk.. hahas.. stupid.. but overall still okie bahx.. hehe.. den walk ard ms.. bought 2 tees for honey.. lol.. everytime we walk pass tat shop for sure we will buy someting de lehx.. dunno y oso.. den was dinner n headed hm le..
honey actually slp all the way during our bus ride hm sia.. lol.. i was there alone no one talk to.. hahas.. but still okie lahx.. i understand tat she is tired.. hehe.. send her up den pass her her ting.. n my jacket too.. den i jiu went hm liaox le.. hahas.. gus from tml onwards honey will be wearing my jacket to work le bahx.. lol.. do take care of my jacket like mi lidat okie.. hahas.. miss mi den smell my jacket jiu can tink of mi le lohx.. ;x wahahaha.. bleahs..
was feeling kinda better today le.. but still the same lahx.. better anot.. i still hav to work tml.. n i hav theory n practical from afternoon till nite tml.. gus im gonna be damn shag after tat.. lol.. n i better be slping soon le.. if not when honey c tis she is gonna scold mi for slping late le.. hahas.. ciaos..
Saturday, June 21, 2008Y
6:25 PM
yay.. im finally sick le.. ;x lol.. haven been feeling well since last week.. den gus now im rly not feeling well le.. cos im sick le.. down wif fever cough n flu.. all tgt attack mi sia.. hahas..mit up wif honey ytd.. actually wanted to go 51o market eat stingray de.. but thurs nite honey jus went there to eat wif her parents.. so yea.. went to 85 market instead.. eat zhu zha tang wif stingray.. but den the stingray like not nice liaox le.. den honey say next time she go ask the sambal from the 510 market the uncle so whereever i go eat stingray can use tat sambal cos i onli like tat sambal.. lol.. cute honey.. but rly the sambal is nice lahx..
den after dinner jiu went back to bedok.. n we had some arguements.. but was soon okie le.. shall not talk abt uhappy tings.. hehe.. den bus back to her hse there.. sit down n talk awhile den after tat was actually exercising sia.. lol.. something which i tink we both r veri lazy at.. hahas.. but hav come to an agreement tat after her bday every friday we go jogging.. hehe.. send her up n went hm after tat..
went to work as usual tis morning even though im sick.. den cant rly concentrate lahx.. cos keep sneeze n all.. den veri dizzy oso.. but no choice.. hav to work lahx.. den some accident happen.. lol.. shall not talk abt it le.. idiot sia.. due to the accident it cause a cut on my nose.. OMG.. im disfigured le lahx.. >< but lucky im alrite..
was back hm at ard 3 i tink.. den bath n slack awhile b4 i went to c doc.. but going to the clinic makes mi feel even more sick lahx.. the atmostphere there suck can.. plus the stupid doc so slow one.. some patient so fast some can go in n stay there for more den 15mins.. dunno wat they doing inside oso in the room..
FINALLY its my turn n i went in.. to my surprise.. i dun even noe im down wif fever.. hahas.. but its jus a slight one.. no wander i dun feel anything.. ;x den waited for my medicine.. waited for abt 10 mins den got it.. but gus wat.. i onli got a cough syrup, flu tablet n fever tablet tat look like panadol.. n u gus how much.. its $35.. so ex sia.. hahas.. maybe is i dun oways c doc tat y will feel ex lahx.. but seriously its ex man.. sick ppl money oso wan earn so much.. ;x
slowly walk hm.. was feeling abit dizzy again while i walk hm.. so stop n rest quite alot of times.. den finally i got hm.. reach hm le sms honey to inform her.. den had my medicine le.. n now blogging.. hehe.. but after tis i jiu going to rest liaox le.. might fall aslp might not.. i dunno..
honey is now currently out celebrating alex bday wif him.. was not invited so din went.. lol.. hope honey enjoys herself.. =] will be waiting for her cal when she reaches hm later.. so am going to take tis time now rest abit b4 i kana scold by her.. lol.. oh ya.. n hope honey will be careful okie.. no matter crossing the road or wat.. n when going hm tat time keep a look out if its late.. hehe.. im oways so worried for her lahx.. dunno y but its jus auto de..
okie.. shall end it here le.. b4 i get scolding from honey.. heex..
Wednesday, June 18, 2008Y
7:42 PM
ahhhh.. sibei dulan lahx.. tat idiot instructor actually fail mi when i did nth wrong.. wat the hell.. freak him man.. wasted my precious time & money.. fcuking idiot.. damn gay damn ah gua can.. RWARR.. told honey abt it.. n she keep laugh at wat i say n ask mi to relax.. heex.. lucky got honey there to console mi.. hehe..back hm finally.. today wasnt a good day for practical oso lahx.. went i jus got to BBDC.. the sky was still bright.. but the moment got on my veh jiu start to rain like nobody's biz le.. win liaox le.. i would rather it rain n stop early then jus wanna start den rain..
book the same lesson again tml.. in the evening at 615.. hope im not so suay to kana the same idiot again tml.. prays hard for mi ppl if u wan mi to pass it soon.. but overall today is still good except for tat idiot tat spoil the 2nd half of my day..
n to my surprise.. i actually saw my fren at BBDC as an instructor.. the was one of them hu took my practical today.. but well.. he wasnt the OIC for today pract so there i nth he can do for mi oso.. so yea.. hope tml de lesson he can take mi bahx.. hahas.. ;x
there is gonna be work tml in the morning.. hopefully it will finish by noon so tat i can go hm n hav some rest b4 the practical bahx.. hehe.. gus tat gonna be all for now n its time for mi to hav my dinner oso le.. wish mi good luck ppl..
Friday, June 13, 2008Y
8:13 PM
im currently feeling so uncomfortable.. my whole body seems wierd.. its someting i dunno how to explain myself oso.. its jus the sick sick de feeling den keep wanna vomit..after work came back hm.. den was like bathing halfway den suddenly lidat jiu vomit le.. dunno wat wrong.. den till now still got the feeling of vomiting.. its so uncomfortable lahx.. i hate tis tyoe of feelings.. msg honey n told her abt it..
recently tis few days honey hav been going back by herself from work.. daddy din fetch her hm.. tink daddy is busy bahx.. but at the same time im worried for her when she goes hm by herself.. cos sometimes she will jus cross the road wif out looking at the cars de.. so scary lahx.. everytime oso bei ni xia dao.. boohoo.. so honey ownself go hm rly muz be careful okie..
suddenly i got the feeling of talking to honey rite now.. n oso got someting to ask her abt tml.. so gus i eat finish my dinner le den sms her ask her cal mi or i cal her bahx.. might not be miting honey tml.. cos she is going to celebrate alex de bday for him.. but not sure if cfm already mahx cos she din tell mi oso.. so gonna ask her tat later too.. heex.. anyway alex if u happen to read my blog too.. i wanna say.. happy birthday to u too.. =]
shall go n continue wif my dinner le.. den gus gonna be talking to honey liaox le.. heex.. cya..
Friday, June 06, 2008Y
8:00 PM
im back to blogging again after tis few days break.. n firstly.. i would like to say happy 21st bday to myself.. ;x hahas.. kinda funny saying happy bday to myself lahx.. lols.. but hmmm.. to mi gus its still okie bahx.. was kinda having fun n enjoyed the chalet tat i had.. although there r alot hu last min cant make it down.. but at least i still hav my frens ard wif mi..as for honey.. she too has been there for mi.. but although its not for the whole chalet but still she is there lahx.. at least she is there when i cut my cake i jiu veri happy le.. =] was kinda hard for her oso.. cos she was working on tues in the day.. den after work got to come down for the chalet.. n somemore she din slp much oso den next day gotta go work again.. was rly kinda xin tong u noe.. but no choice she has to go to work.. haix.. but lucky she did manage to get a half day.. so jiu came back to the chalet.. waited for the rest to come den i jiu start the fire for bbq while honey is taking her rest.. started bbq at abt 7 lidat bahx i tink.. den honey jiu stay n eat abit be going hm as mummy got cook for her.. den abt 8+ jiu send honey out to busstop for her to go hm le.. although i noe tat once she went hm the chance for her to come back to the chalet is slim.. i still happily send her back.. cos i noe it will be hard on her between mi n her parents.. n i dun wan anyting to happen cos of mi between them.. frankly speaking.. its been long since i hav tat type of feeling when im wif honey le.. n i rly love tat kind of feeling lahx.. heex.. hope tis time it would last long long long long k..
back to the chalet.. ppl tat came were my honey tat for sure.. my bro n his gf.. shi xian n his gf.. kenneth n sharon.. qingfeng, aik yew, serene.. des n his gf.. leong n jun jun.. val n her bf.. david.. alex.. ivan.. jonathan.. thks all u guys tat made the effort to come down.. n oso not forgetting doris.. she came to help mi check into the chalet de.. n she n zhiheng bought a mini cake for mi.. thks thks.. =]
as for the rest i dun tink got anyting to say le bahx.. oh ya.. except for the few bengs beside my chalet.. hahas.. aiya.. but they r still jus kids lahx.. kinda lazy to be bothered wif them at all.. hahas.. so yea.. lastly b4 i end tis post.. i will wanna say HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to myself again.. wahahaha.. im old liaox le.. ;x
To my Honey..
Honey.. I noe we hav got alot of quarrels n arguements recently b4 my birthday.. but it shld all be clear by now le rite.. thks for coming down for my birthday even when u r tired after u finish ur work.. hope everything will be fine for us liaox le k.. n dun wanna hav anymore unhappy times wif u anymore le.. seriously i love the times we had during the chalet.. n i rly hope it would continue to be like tis for now till forever.. thks for everything tat u hav done for mi.. n lastly.. thks for celebrating my 21st bday wif mi n giving mi a nice n sweet memory of my 21st bday.. lovess.. <3
Monday, June 02, 2008Y
12:20 AM
tis song here.. which i got it from my nuer de blog.. is rly so nice.. n its so meaningful too.. it jus somehow say how wat im feeling now.. u can take away everything but u can nv hav yesterday..tis is the song.. the lyrics.. hope u will like it as much as i do..
i just cant believe your gone, still waiting for morning to come, when i see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side, oooo where we had so much in store, tell me what is it all reaching for, when were through building memories i'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart.
they can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
you always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes, i never believed until now, i know i'll see you again im sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your face but they cant take yesterday.
they can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they take the music that we'll never play, all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
i thought our days would last forever, but it wasnt our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong, no i can believe me i can still find the strength in the moments we made. i'm lookin back on yesterday.
they can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they take the music that we'll never play, all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
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lalala.. after hearing tis song for the first time.. i jiu feel so emo liaox le.. its rly a veri good song.. to rate it i would give it 5/5.. its the best song i hav ever heard.. im listening to it over n over again now.. n is feeling rly kinda emo now.. i dunno y im so useless.. gus im jus such a failure bahx.. watever i says jus seems to be nth at all.. like the song lyrics.. i rly tot our days would last forever.. but is it rly our destiny?? in my mind we had so much time but i was so wrong.. but looking back i can still find the strength in the moments we made..
is tis wat tings r actually now or izzit tat im tinking too much?? i rly wan to hav a good r/s ahead of us.. i rly dun wish to leave at all.. i rly wish u can oways be by my side no matter wat happens.. but can reality be in tis way too.. or am i jus decieving myself.. would our days rly last forever mahx?? i rly wish it will..
after listening n read the sms i dunno y my tears jus lidat jiu flow down le.. i hav no control on it too.. i din wanted to.. i told myself i shld not be crying again anymore.. but it actually overcome my will of not to do so.. jus 2 more days will be my big day le.. i rly dun wish to be in tis state on the day itself.. i dun wish to hav my tears flowing down in front of so many ppl jus like how it happen on 01/07/2006 again..
will i be able to do so mahx.. i doubt myself.. anyway i wish myself happy 21st birthday in advance first bahx.. so let jus continue n watch how the story goes for now..