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Wednesday, August 30, 2006Y
9:10 AM
Blah blah blah.. Im oways so bored sia.. Today got nth to do in camp again.. Can slack again liaox.. Hahaha.. Nth rly much to blog bahx.. Jus blog for fun so tat i got someting to do den wont so sianx mahx.. Heex..

Dunno y sia.. Jus dun hav the appetite to eat or even any mood to do anyting lohx.. No one seems to care.. Everyone was like.. Keep on saying Oh Okie onli.. Haix.. Nobody bothers.. Dunno wat to say liaox.. If tis was wat the rest wans de hua den i oso cant do anyting much bahx.. Its all up to them lohx.. Dun wanna say much le.. Now is my slping time le.. Dun wanna spoil my slping mood.. :x Haha.. Ciaoz..

(●̮̮̃•̃) New Year New Beginning (●̮̮̃•̃).

Tuesday, August 29, 2006Y
4:20 PM
Boo.. Someone say i never blog.. So i blog now lohx.. Heex.. Sianx lehx.. Don't know what the hell is really happening to me now sia.. I'm always so suay one.. Thing just keep on happening.. When can all this shit just stop & give me some rest sia..

Hmm.. So long didn't blog le.. Also forget what i do le.. But i roughly stated out bahx.. Last friday didn't went to camp.. Cos got a lump growing @ my chest mahx.. Den jiu went to see a doctor @ SGH lohx.. Meet up with des , val & dumdum after that lohx.. Walk to peoples park there for lunch.. Went over to val house slack till 6 lidat while dumdum went to find alex..

Had dinner @ AMK lohx.. First time i eat seafood sia.. Haha.. Try some crab that day.. Taste so damn good lohx.. :) Next time i wanna eat more.. :x Weee.. Drank quite alot with wilson there.. Den went back camp abit drank.. Heex.. Talk with dumdum awhile den jiu sleep liaox le..

Sat got IPPT @ Sungei Gedong Camp mahx.. Till abt 11+ den went home to bath.. Waited for dumdum they all to wake up den meet them @ cityhall lohx.. Went home @ about 7 lidat bahx.. Think so.. Not sure cos forget le.. Sunday got AHM Run lohx.. Damn tired after the stupid run sia.. Humph.. Hope next year won't kana this type of thing again le.. Meet zip after that for lunch all that den went over to my aunty house @ 6 lidat lohx..

Tommorrow actually got off de.. But den got guard duty.. Sianx.. Den cannot go for off.. Somemore the stupid night guard still come late.. Fiak them lahx.. Meet zip @ PS watch Snakes On A Plane till 10+ den jiu went home le..

Waiting for my next appointment on the 7th Sep lohx.. That day the stupud report will come out le.. Hope nothing really bad will come out bahx.. But i don't think i'll be that heng bahx.. Lolx.. Nvm.. I'm prepare for the worst liaox le.. :) I'm alright people.. No need to worry for me de..

(●̮̮̃•̃) New Year New Beginning (●̮̮̃•̃).

Thursday, August 24, 2006Y
4:06 PM
Boo.. Finally can blog liao le.. Heex.. Also can't blog everyday.. Cos my com spoil mahx.. Only when in camp den free den can blog.. :)

Sat went to fishing @ Bedok Jetty with dumdum , des , val , zip & torp.. :) Suppose to meet @ 11 de.. But den everyone late.. :( So me dumdum & torp went to mac for breakfast first.. After that val , des , & zip came.. Was about to leave den jiu start to rain liaox le.. :| Den wait till the rain stop le den took cab there.. Lucky the rain was a short one.. Haha..

Reach there den start to rain again.. Everyone become wet this time.. Haha.. Very cold lohx.. Cos wet le den somemore the cold wind keep blowing.. Buay ta han sia.. Simon & terence came soon after.. Fish till about 6 den des , val , zip , simon & terence jiu leave le.. Dumdum also went home to take her eyedrop & jacket.. Continue doing the same till 11+ dumdum went home le.. She suppose to meet her daddy @ the hawker center but end up her daddy walk to the jetty.. Nearly got a shock of my life lohx.. Haha.. Den left me & torp fish till 3 jiu all go hm sleep liaox le.. So tired le..

Suppose to meet dumdum to return hp to her de.. End up i sleep till like pig den nv meet her le.. Sorry.. Heex.. Den jiu go back slp again till next day.. So many thing for me to do in camp sia.. Boo.. I don't like.. But also no choice have to do lohx..

Ytd meet dumdum o return her hp.. Den pei her go eat KFC.. Woot.. After that went walk walk around & sit down slack awhile jiu send her home le.. Cos late le mahx.. Heex.. Talk on phone with her den jiu slp liaox le.. :) Somehow somewhat i just can't seem to be forgetting u lehx.. I'm so suckie.. Bleahs..

(●̮̮̃•̃) New Year New Beginning (●̮̮̃•̃).

Friday, August 18, 2006Y
1:05 PM
Sianx lehx. I'm always so bored nowadays. Don't seem to have any mood to do anything.
Can't seem to forget her lehx. I'm still thinking of her. Haix.
So long didn't meet her liaox le. Kinda miss her le. :(
Really don't know what the hell i'm doing sia. I don't wanna continue like this lohx.

Last few days meet up with johnathan almost everyday. Haha. We're Not Gay. Lolx.
Just friends. Did the same old things everyday lohx. Keep on MT like siao. Hah.
I'm so broke sia now. Think i spend almost 50+ on MT le bahx. Woots.

Now in camp doing nth for now. But later will be busy liaox le.
There's so many things for me to do in camp now. Sianx.
Got stock taking now & LRI coming up next. OMG. Confirm die sia.
Haven't even started doing anything. Haha. But i just don't have mood to do anything.

Actually going to sentosa this sat de. But val not feeling well.
So we decided to change place to east coast park. Also don't know wanna do what.
Maybe go there fishing or cycling bahx. Also take the chance to relax myself.
She will be going too. Hope i will be ok when i see her bahx.
After all we can still be good friends mahx. :)

(●̮̮̃•̃) New Year New Beginning (●̮̮̃•̃).

Monday, August 14, 2006Y
11:24 PM
This is my first actual post. Created a new blog with new templates. :)

National Day is finally over le. I went for all 4 of the fireworks festival.
Weee. All 4 fireworks is nice but i still like singapore & france de. :)
Had an arguement on one of the days but was resolved soon after. :)
I felt so confused recently not knowing what to do next.
Loving someone is really so difficult. :( But i think finally everything's over.
After all, it's just empty hopes in an empty nutshell bahx.
I guess. It's no point keep on thinking about it since it's already over le.
And recently my ex-girlfriend started to contact me back. Heartbroken.

I feel so confused. I don't know whether should i actually give my ex-girlfriend another chance cos everyone makes mistakes.. Or should i just move on and start off with a new life.
Making and knowing new friends and creating more colours and liveliness in my life.
I really really don't know what to do now. Totally in a mess now.

The fact of me is i don't like to always have people giving me that kind of funny look like as though i'm a murder and also i also do not want myself to look like a lifeless zombie everytime.

I'm starting to get tired & bored of life le.

(●̮̮̃•̃) New Year New Beginning (●̮̮̃•̃).