say hao tonite den talk.. den now say dun wan talk.. den nv tell mi anything abt it oso.. u say if i bother to read ur blog i will noe.. but cant be wan mi 24/7 oso looking at ur blog mahx.. how would i noe u xing qing bu hao no mood.. muz i everytime c ur blog first b4 talking to u.. den u say dun wan talk i of cos ask u go watch ur show mahx.. den u jiu lidat attitude mi..
okie lahx.. maybe u may tink its s veri small ting lahx.. but its all abt trust lohx.. if u cant keep to wat u say den jiu dun say mahx.. den since u say le of cos i will take ur words n wait.. but if u rly dun wanna talk cos u no mood can jus tell mi when i ask u rite.. y muz wait till i read ur blog den i get to noe.. the feeling of awaiting but end up got nth is so fuck up can..
i noe u din promise mi tat tonite will talk.. all tis is dun nd promise de.. if wanna talk oso muz promise den bu shi chan.. everything we say oso muz promise lahx.. u everytime keep everything to urself dun wan tell mi how would i ever get to noe wat u r tinking.. when i keep ting to myself u will noe how to ask mi say out ask mi tell u.. but when it comes to u no matter how i ask oso no use..
awhile was tat problem.. den now is tis problem.. i dunno wat is happening to tis relationship sia.. in the past when u tell mi tis u wont do other.. but as time pass the ting which u say n do r different le noe.. i dun wanna say wat its abt.. u shld noe de.. u tink i like quarrelling wif u mehx.. i dun like lohx.. i seriously dun like.. i hate it.. but everytime i jus say u abit den u jiu not happy liaox.. den u oways got so many other points to say mi back..
i noe u might get angry after reading tis.. but i still wanna say.. cos i wanna let u noe how n wat im feeling.. hav u ever tot of how i will feel anot.. try putting urself in my shoe n try feeling it if i treat u tis way lahx.. i noe its no point telling u so much when we both r angry.. but i still wanna give it a try.. like tis afternoon no matter how u talk to mi i at most jus say u back abit.. den after tat the way i talk to u oso jiu like normal le..
y muz u everytime let ur feelings n mood control wat u do.. i oso hav time when im pissed off when im unhappy.. but i still talk if u cal or wat.. i still bother to reply.. i dunno lahx.. i dun noe if u will ever understand tis anot bahx.. or maybe its jus mi.. mi being not good enuf to u.. tats y all tis tings r all happening.. i dunno.. onli u urself will noe..
suppose to bi miting bi to go help her dad collect something.. was all done n prep liaox le.. den she found out nd to sign den can take.. so okie lohx.. den we decide tml den go take.. but den tot still miting.. was all set to go out.. but den last min say not miting liaox le.. cos we r miting tml..
the feeling.. was so.. i dunno how to say lahx.. but i jus dun like tat type of feeling can.. i dun blame u for wanna help mi save money.. i noe u meant good.. but all i wan was jus to spend more time wif u nia.. its oso so difficult.. its oways money money n money.. y cant tings be done wif out money.. y is money oways obstructing my way to do tings..
yea.. u r rite.. i oways got abit i jiu spend n nv save.. but how much can i save wif jus 490 a mth.. i nd to eat.. nd for transport.. nd to buy tings hm.. tats y im trying my best to quit smoking by not buying ciggs anymore.. but although not buying ciggs wont help much either.. i hav nv ever had no money wif mi when im working in the past.. its now tat im in ns tats y.. i noe its my fault too for not saving money in the past.. but wats gone is gone le mahx.. i cant do anything to bring it back..
jus like wat happen to my money wif him.. once gone its gone.. there is nth i can do to bring it back.. was tinking tat when i ord i still hav tat money so tat life wont be so hard.. but neither do i noe tat all tis will happen.. im feeling bad enuf liaox le.. wanna give u a good life.. but i jus all say onli.. there is no way i can do it for u now.. im so sorry.. sorry tat u hav to go thru such hard times wif mi.. sorry for not giving u a good life like i said.. sorry for everything..
tings tat r happening nowadays.. its jus hurts mi so much.. no matter in relationship or personal.. everything is so rough for mi.. i hav nv had a good life in mi ever.. tried to lead one.. but oso canot.. nth seem to be on my side.. sometimes i jus feel like giving everything up.. but its all cos of u tat i pull thru till now u noe tat.. n jus cos of tat little arguement jus now u tell mi ni bu yao zuo le.. u noe how pain am i to hear tat..
if wat u were saying jus now was for real.. den i gus there is nth i can do abt it oso le bahx.. i noe u will be reading tis.. but by the time u read.. i gus i will be out le bahx.. i cant take all tis stress anymore le.. am going out for afew rides.. reply mi when u feel u wanna reply bahx.. bye for now..
woke up tis afternoon.. den waiting for rain to stop den went to my kor place again.. haha.. while im on my way there tat time.. i was walking walking den suddenly a huge tree trunk fall jus rite behind mi sia.. omg.. almost xia si wo sia.. jus abit more jiu kana mi le.. lucky i walk 2 or 3 steps faster.. if not i tink melvin will be history le.. haha..
told bibi abt it.. den she say be careful.. haha.. but the way she say it was like i can control the tree from falling by telling it to wait first.. let mi pass le den u fall.. haha.. so cute lahx.. damn funny lohx.. told my kor abt it den he laugh till dunno like wat lidat.. haha.. waited till abt 5 den i started mapling.. lol..
n bibi bought a x2 for mi oh.. thks bibi.. heex.. den use x2 to train.. within 4 hrs jiu lvl up 4 times le.. now lvl 23 going 24.. haha.. but still kinda hard to train lahx.. oways got those idiots wanna come ks.. like jus now got 1 tell mi say wanna ks till like dog.. den i tell him dun regret i go change my other char he run away.. lame sia.. dare say dun dare wait.. no balls.. lol..
play till abt 11 lidat jiu stop le.. den jiu head back hm.. was on fone wif bibi while im on my way hm.. actually tml wanna mit early is cos so tat i can spend more time wif u onli.. but u r rite oso lahx.. dunno wanna go where do wat.. den no money do anything oso.. so yea.. gus i will jus follow ur timing bahx.. sorry for the hard times we had to pass now.. i got no money den make u suffer tgt wif mi.. hope everything will be fine after i started working.. rember we say hao muz start to save save for the future le rite..
was on fone all the way till i reach hm.. den awhile more jiu hang up le.. cos bi told mi she is tired n wanna slp le.. n tonite's talk was abit funny n wierd bahx.. haha.. but okie lahx.. hope u dun take it too serious.. im not tat type of ppl hu will do those tings de.. so no worries.. all those tings said where jus meant to be jokes nia.. wo na li hui she de do tat to u.. dui bu dui..
most impt of all is u muz trust n believe mi bahx.. if not watever i say oso no use de.. so yea.. gonna go slp liaox le.. good nite everyone.. bye..mapling in dreams..
went over to my kor place.. den use his com to play maple.. haha.. play till so song sia.. starting play wif bi tgt.. den ard 1+ jiu go slp le.. left mi alone there playing lohx.. haha.. dunno y but i dun feel tired at all sia.. keep on play play play.. lol.. till abt morning 5 lidat den i stop n go rest awhile..
wake up ard 9+.. den jiu went back hm liaox le..after reach hm.. i went to slp again.. haha.. so nice slping sia.. hmmm.. maybe later i will be going his hse again to train bahx.. tinking of buying 2x exp.. haha.. c how bahx.. no money le canot anyhow spend.. if not later kana scold..
as for now.. im gonna go bathe n eat my lunch.. den gus im gonna go train again bahx.. haha.. gones..
wake up ard 12+ in the afternoon.. den jiu started watching feng yun xiong ba tian xia liaox le.. hehe.. so nice sia.. although i watch b4 le.. but still feel like watching again.. lalala.. but den hor.. got feng yun 1 n 2.. den got 40 episode each.. 1 episode abt 1hr+.. which means i nd to watch for abt 100hr den can finish sia.. omg.. seh.. haha..
but im still gonna watch finish it.. den next will be zhong ji yi ban n zhong ji yi jia to watch.. n still got alot alot more.. haha.. so many show for mi to watch sia.. when den can i finish it oh.. haha..
jus now bi help mi play my maple.. lvl up again liaox le.. gonna train train train.. train back my crusader.. lalala.. later going to my auntie hse to play wif bibi.. haha.. cos at hm de lappy cant play.. so gonna go use my kor de com to play.. woots.. means he tonite got no com to use anymore le.. bleahs.. i dun care.. haha..
for now.. wo tu zi tong liaox le.. n my daddy is finally out from the toilet.. gonna go pom pom n da bian den jiu go my auntie hse le.. heex.. so yea.. bye bye.. poofs..
没开口的话 怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心里 熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的回忆 穿越了距离
拥挤的人潮 没有人知道
我偷偷想你 嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起 也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前
最爱还是你 这是我的决定(没有人能代替)
像宇宙相对的星 互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气(没有人能代替)
牵著你的手 才知道是永久
拥挤的人潮 没有人知道 我偷偷想你 嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起 也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前
最爱还是你 这是我的决定(没有人能代替)
像宇宙相对的星 互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气(没有人能代替)
牵著你的手 才知道是永久
这一次我放弃了所有 只为能再与你相遇
最爱还是你 这是我的决定(没有人能代替)
像宇宙相对的星 互相吸引 慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你 时间会证明 我爱你的勇气(没有人能代替)
牵著你的手 才知道是永久 一辈子不放手
if u r reading my blog u shld noe wat im talking abt bahx.. u noe tat i trust u lots.. n i wont nv believe in anyone else other den u n my own eyes.. i dun like hearing ppl so bad tings abt u too.. but the tings tat r happening.. its seriously break my heart into a million pieces jus now.. my tears jus simply flow down mi.. its something tat i would hav nv ever wish to c at all.. not even if its in my next life..
u meant too much to mi le.. i cant afford to lose u anymore liaox le.. tats y my reaction will be tat big when i saw tat.. even after seeing tat i still din lose trust in u.. i jus wanna hear wat u got to say to mi.. im willing to listen n hear all of them.. u noe tat my love for u is more den any other ting in tis world tat can be replace.. no one in tis life can ever replace u ever in mi.. nv ever will anyone be able to.. i swear..
now its up to us to decide wat will go on from now onwards le.. i rly dun wish anything bad to happen to our relationship cos of tis.. it aint worth it.. all the hard work n hard times we had gone thru tgt will be wasted if anything bad happens.. n all our effort will be gone.. so tink abt it bahx.. im sorry tat i hav doubt u in the first place.. but its cos i dun wan history of my previous relationship to haunt mi again tis time.. i wont be able to take tis kind of da ji anymore le..
tats all i hav got to say till now bahx.. wat ever happens next.. no one will noe.. but jus between mi n u.. gones..
aint feeling good again.. i seriously dunno y.. i dunno wats happening to mi again tis time.. its jus feels so sucky can.. im not sure y im lidat oso.. so pls dun ask mi.. i wont noe how to ans ur question de.. maybe its jus mi bahx.. the 101% crazy idiot.. a idiot tat nv noes wat he is tinking or wat he wans to do.. or shld i say even if he noes he will oso keep quiet n would rather dies off himself bahx..
gone.. bye..
woke up in the morning ard 830 to wake bibi up.. but when i cal her she already wake up n is playing audi le.. boohoo.. smack ni pigu arhx.. since her so awake liaox le den i jiu went back to slp.. till jus wake up some time ago nia..
jus nice i wake her bi cal mi say she going back soon le.. so later gus i will be going straight to her hse bahx.. n oso going to buy lunch up for her.. dunno wanna buy wat for her oso.. kinda no mood again today.. i dunno y oso.. hav been lidat for the past few days le bahx.. i hate tis.. ROAR.. gonna c later how den deicde on wat to buy for her bahx..
its now raining n i oso cant do anything.. gus i will hav to wait for the rain to gets smaller den i leave hm liaox le.. tonite i will hav to book in.. but onli for 1 day nia.. den tml nite jiu book out liaox le.. i will miss all of u.. ><
jus change blogskin tgt wif bibi.. had the same skin tgt.. i jus love tis skin.. lol.. it may seem abit gal lahx.. but its rly cute lohx.. haha.. meh meh here n meh meh there.. lols.. jus done wif finish up the template onli.. hope its nice bahx..
am going to slp liaox le.. if not bibi is gonna scold mi liaox le.. heex.. nite peeps..
start off from ytd bahx.. hmmm.. cant get to slp on friday nite.. so i jiu went to chat lohx.. den till abt 5 lidat jiu no one le.. cos all jiu go slp liaox le.. leaving mi alone there stoning.. sianx.. den waited till abt 9+.. took out some meat to defroze.. den dunno y i keep back again.. got abit dun feel like cooking.. cos wasnt feel veri good.. but dunno y end up i still took it out again.. dunno wat im doing oso lahx..
actually dun wanna cook de.. but was tinking tat bibi was coming later.. if i nv cook den later she come nth to eat bu shi jiu hui tu zi er.. dun wan bibi to er tu zi mahx.. so i jiu cook lohx.. hope its nice bahx.. abt 12+ leong jiu coime liaox le.. was still cooking at tat point of time.. den finally cook finish.. but bibi still haven come yet.. haha.. cos my little piggy slp till 11+ den wake up.. suppose to reach at 12+ de.. lol.. but nvm lahx.. its okie..
when bibi reach den we jiu hav our porridge liaox le.. but by den the porridge become abit dry dry le.. dunno if it still taste nice mahx.. but bibi they all keep say its nice.. haha.. so hope its rly nice den.. after eating we slack at my hse till abt 4+ lidat den leave hm.. was lying ard n watch shows.. heex..
walk to interchange to take bus to town.. wanna go find des de.. but cant find him.. den was like abit lazy liaox le.. den jiu go cine hav our dinner.. had zhu zha tang.. cine de is nice.. mi n bibi veri long nv go there eat liaox le lohx.. finally went to eat again.. after eating we slowly kia to ps.. leong went to find some wrapping paper while bibi went to find her flaps.. choose a black one wif lots of white dots on it for bibi.. hope ni xi huan wat i choose k.. keke..
after buying our ting.. we walk over to selegie to mit my kor.. pei him for dinner as he haven eat yet.. den wanna go eat tuo hua de.. but so many ppl at there lohx.. c liaox jiu sian liaox le.. so end up we din eat.. n decide to go hm after tis.. leong n my kor walk to bugis there while mi n bibi waited for 23 at sim lim there..
had alot of nice nice de talks wif bi.. its been real long since we hav talks wif each other lidat le.. like it so much.. so bi.. we muz hav more of tis talks okie.. heex.. walk bibi to her doorstep den onli i went off.. veri long nv send her back till her doorstep oso le.. gonna pu chang by sending u back till outside ur hse from now on k.. heex..
slowly train hm.. den so qiao.. huihui mei oso at tamp.. but they watching movie.. so yea.. din go find them.. n im so suay oso lohx.. board the train le.. den dunno wat happen train spoil.. den move so slow de.. hav to change at tanah merah somemore.. stupid smrt.. lol.. reach hm bathe n everything le jiu faster cal bibi le.. cos she was waiting for mi to reach hm cal her.. heex.. so sweet oh.. n we talk to so long sia.. hehe.. gus bi.. we r slowly going back to wat we were like in the past le rite.. can hav talks everyday for long long hrs oso no problem de.. :)
dunno y cant fall aslp again last nite.. roll ard on bed till abt 2+ den fall aslp bahx i tink.. ard 530 lidat jiu suddenly tiao qi lai le.. haha.. im wierd.. lol.. bathe den went out for the ahm run.. jus got hm not long ago onli.. its kinda fun running lahx.. but i dun like it when i run till my leg oso pain.. gonna let my leg rest liaox le.. n bibi jus woke up awhile ago oso.. eaten her lunch le.. n is now doing her report.. my bibi is so guai.. ni zhen ting wo de hua oh.. ytd tell u today muz do report le.. den bibi today jiu guai guai go do le.. heex.. ai ni ai ni ai si ni le lahx.. ;x
gus im gonna stop here le bahx.. abit tired n lazy liaox le.. haha.. but lastly i wanna say is.. bibi.. we muz continue as how we r like now okie.. canot change anything de okie.. n oso the tings u told mi.. muz rember it hard oh.. n we will slowly turn everything back to wat it use to be in the past de rite.. heex.. huggies my future wifey.. <33 laopo..
1. Likes acting strong but actually i'm weak..
2. Like to keep tings all to myself..
3. Freaking blur at times..
4. Hates cooking but i still do cook..
5. Always wans to try the impossible..
6. Becoming a crybaby recently..
7. Love to be alone but hates to be lonely..
8. Can say something now but forgets it the next moment..
9. Kinda mad..
10. A 101% crazy idiot..
So pls stay far far away from mi.. Or i'll bite.. Cos im a mad idiot.. =)
Tagged:
Xinyi Deariee.
Bernard Erzi.
Huihui Mei.
Nick.
Des.
Leong.
went out in the afternoon to mit bibi.. went to camp to take my tings first.. den cab over to prime to mit bibi.. bring her to c doc.. wait for veri long.. till she was there complaining le.. but yea.. she sick n she muz c doc.. so i wan her to continue wait.. took quite alot of medicine hm.. n bought her some sweets.. den jiu head hm..
reach her hse le leong cal mi.. so we jiu ask him come up for dinner oso.. did my ord ting online.. do until i pek chek.. but lucky got bibi to do it wif mi.. finally finish le n leong oso reach le.. den play maple for awhile.. gus i too long nv play le bahx.. totally forgot how to play liaox le sia.. den hav dinner at bibi hse.. she was saying.. i will onli eat veg when im at her hse.. u wanna noe y.. cos tats the place i feel more like hm.. but too bad it isnt my hm..
continue wif maple after dinner.. n bibi was complaining tat i play game n nv pei her.. so i jiu finish off n went to pei her.. all the way till abt 10 den i left her hse.. den mit leong at tamp n train back hm tgt.. reach hm chatted for awhile den go bathe.. wanna cal bibi de.. but she say she cough veri xinku so doesnt wanna talk.. den jiu okie lohx.. i din cal her.. let her rest for the day..
was feeling so down n emo after tat.. was tinking abt all those recently tings tat happen.. its makes mi feel so insecured.. i jus seem blur seem confused.. dunno hu to trust n hu i can trust.. im feeling so sad so disappointed.. being my dearest ard mi.. n they r all hurting mi more den anyone else is hurting mi..
chatted wif bibi.. n she consoled mi.. thks for ur care n concern.. thks u veri much.. thks for being there for mi all tis while.. wif out u i dunno where i will be now le.. but there r tings we still nd to be frank wif each other.. hope wat bibi told mi the other day was true.. already 1 hav left mi liaox le.. i cant stand another 1 leaving mi.. i sure cant take it de.. jus 1 left mi n now im lidat.. i cant imagine if i were to lose u.. wat will become of mi.. i dare not tink of it..
all the trust i put in u..all the trust i hav in u.. pls dun ever break it.. i trust n love u from the bottom of my heart n soul.. n i believe tat u wont do mi any wrong.. pls prove to mi tat im rite.. tat i din trust the wrong one again.. am feeling so emo so lifeless now.. sometimes i do feel its better off dead den mi suffering here.. but i cant bear to leave my loved ones behind.. hu will take care of them if i were to leave.. i told myself.. no matter wat.. life still has to go on..
everything life has a different storyline up for them.. some maybe sweet n some maybe sad.. whether its sweet or sad.. its our life.. we hav to admit it.. there is nth we can do to change wat is plan for us.. so we jus hav to follow it blindly to where it takes us to bahx..
i dunno wat im talking abt oso.. dun care mi bahx.. its jus mi n my rubbish anyway.. none of it makes sense.. continue my stoning process.. gone..
din do anything much ytd.. slp till afternoon den wake up.. den after tat jiu watch show all the way till evening bahx i tink.. n bi wasnt feeling well ytd afternoon.. she cant eat n keep like wanna vomit.. >< sayang bibi k.. den b4 dinner time she jus vomit onli.. i noe sick sick veri xinku.. so muz eat medicine n faster recover k.. huggies..
its goes the same in the nite.. nth to do mean nth to do.. so bored.. watch show oso watch till wanna slp lidat.. end up chatting bi went to afew games.. till abt 10+ den cal bi talk talk.. den ard 11+ jiu hang up le.. cos she wanna slp le.. n oso doesnt wanna talk much.. cos talk jiu cough talk jiu cough veri xinku for her..
n mi being unable to save.. when on to chat again till abt 1 lidat bahx.. jus woke up from slp not long ago onli.. cos bibi cal n wake mi up.. haha.. so yea.. now cant slp liaox le lohx.. gonna nua again liaox le.. haha.. n tis morning bibi so bad sia.. cal her wake her up but she nv say bye or anything jiu hang up le.. *piak piak bibi pigu* boohoo..
went to pasir panjang to find my ex boss.. talk to him abt coming bac there to work.. chat for uite some time.. but den he was busy.. so talk half way den jiu left le.. c when i free den i go down again bahx.. told bi abt it.. den after tat went to my uncle place.. cos he wans to talk to mi.. den wait for him till he finish work n come hm.. after he came hm talk for awhile den i jiu left liaox le.. cos was miting baby for dinner at cityhall there.. she had something on at smu there mahx..
tot tat i will reach late.. so sms bi n told her.. but end up is she even later den mi.. haha.. so while waiting for her to come.. i went into raffles shopping to walk ard.. went to the basement.. n gus wat.. donut factory still has so much ppl queueing sia.. actually was tinking if not much ppl i wanna buy for bi to eat de.. but den c so many ppl jiu nv buy liaox le..
after she came.. we walk to ms.. went up to food court.. was tinking for veri long on wat we wanna hav for dinner.. lol.. den we keep walk ard in the food court.. haha.. finally we decided to eat zhu zha tang.. haha.. yea.. we miss cine de.. so long nv eat liaox le lohx.. yum yum.. after dinner went to mini toons n bought some sweets for bi.. den slack awhile more den jiu went off hm le..
train to tamp.. but i din send bi till her doorstep.. cos was getting late n im feeling tired le.. den bi wans mi to save money for my transport oso.. so yea.. i continue my way back hm from there.. reach hm den bathe n everything le den jiu cal bi talk.. chat till awhile ago jus hang up.. n gus bi hav fallen aslp by now le bahx.. heex.. n im oso going to slp soon liaox le.. k lahx.. gus tats all for today liaox le.. good nite peeps..
on monday was our 9th mths anniversary wif bi.. actually tot my plan would be wasted de.. but den yea.. bi still follow mi wif my plans.. cos she din noe tat i hav plan for tat day tats y she wanna follow her frens.. hugs baby..
bi pei mi go eat duck rice.. cos i haven eat my lunch yet.. den after tat watch lic to wed.. its a nice show.. haha.. funny oso.. n some parts are so touching.. n finally everything ended well for them.. sweet sia.. haha.. after the show den we slowly walk to go find toilet le.. lol.. everything up till tis point was still okie.. but ting started to turn bad after tis..
recieve a veri unpleasant new while im in the toilet.. was feeling so fuck up lahx.. totally spoil my mood for the day.. after i came out den jiu din talk much wif baby le.. i dunno y oso.. jus dun rly feel like talking to anyone.. made our way to citylink to hav my hair cut.. n slowly walk to met station to take train back hm.. reach hm wanna cook something for bi to eat de.. as she was waiting for veri long for mi to cook something for her le.. but yea.. i jus got no mood to do anything.. so sorry bi.. next time k.. den for wat happens from here onwards im not going to continue le..
went down to buy food for bi to eat.. den after dinner slack at hm for awhile while bi was watching show in the room.. bathe n prep le jiu left hm liaox.. took train back to tamp.. was having long talks wif bi all the way till tamp.. as bi had board the bus to head hm.. i jiu oso go wait for my bus back to camp le.. reach camp le den donw wif all my tings den jiu sms bi.. till she fall aslp bahx i tink.. cos half way she jiu nv reply liaox le..
for tuesday was quite relaxing in camp lahx.. got ntn to do in the morning for mi.. cos they were prep-ing for their out field which im not involve.. so yea.. i lie on bed for the whole day.. den afternoon oso got nth for mi to do.. but mi being so suay.. they ask mi do guard duty for them.. boohoo.. im on off man.. told bi abt it.. n she say its oso my last duty le.. so yea.. i listen to her n do my duty..
the duty officer was so super on long.. at nite no nd slp de.. keep follow us ard den we cant use fone or anything.. kaox.. wanna cal baby talk oso canot.. den i went into a toilet n sms baby saying i cant cal her.. haha.. den jiu continue wif my duty till the next day liaox le.. feeling so tired after tat.. onli wanna faster finish everything n book out from camp..
mit bi for breakfast at prime there de mac.. den walk her to sch n after tat i jiu went hm liaox le.. n now finally im at hm liaox le.. woots.. feel so shiok sia.. haha.. but wont be slacking at hm for too long.. cos later hav to go out to find work liaox le.. no more slacking liaox le.. currently chatting wif baby on msn.. but tink awhile more i jiu leaving hm liaox le bahx.. so yea.. will update again onite if there is any bahx.. gone..
dunno y i wake up so early oso lahx.. hmmm.. wasnt having a good day ytd.. forget it.. dun feel like talking abt it anymore.. n hor.. i finish watching the whole series of young n dangerous liaox le wor.. so nice n so sad.. n i jus started on zhong ji yi ban ytd.. watch till ep3 liaox le.. haha.. still got lots more of show i wanna watch.. shall watch them one after i finish the other de.. heex..
n for today.. later miting deariee.. but she is wif her frens i tink.. not sure wat we will be doing later on.. today is our 9th mths anniversary.. tink will be watching 881 wif her frens tgt bahx.. n oso having lunch tgt wif them.. actually im okie lahx.. but i did tell her i got plan liaox le.. haix.. gus now all my plan jitao go down the drain liaox le.. wasted my time planning.. not gonna plan again anymore liaox le.. if not later last min change den wasted my time planning again..
not going to talk abt tis liaox le.. if not later spoil my mood again.. boohoo.. gus i wont be joining her for lunch le bahx.. i ownself go eat better.. den after tat den go find her.. gones..
fucking pissed off.. den whole day wanna find ppl chat oso so difficult.. early morning say wat oso kana sat back.. den afternoon nd to take care of tis idiot wif out mi agreeing to do it.. tink wat i free labour mehx.. fucking bastard.. ahhhh..
went to steamboat last nite.. hmmm.. quite a num of ppl went lahx.. although some others canot make it.. its still fun though.. haha.. den dunno y i ytd keep kbkp at there.. lol.. den feeling veri lazy to cook.. haha.. im lazy lahx.. jus keep at there disturb ppl onli.. den bi n ah ger keep at there disturb mi oso.. wanna make mi jealous onli.. boohoo.. piak deariee pigu.. heex..
after steamboat we went to the open field opp the steamboat to wait for the fireworks.. wait for so long lohx.. say between 830 to 9 jiu will start le.. end up till abt 920 den start.. hmmm.. wasnt tat nice lahx.. alot of low low de.. cant rly c cos the trees were blocking.. so yea.. onli can get to c the high high de nia..
den after tat went up to play billiard n pool.. omg lohx.. i totally dunno how to play billiard liaox le lahx.. lose till dunno like wat lidat lohx.. boohoo.. too long nv play liaox le.. got free time muz go train back again.. if not how am i going to play num ball during new yr.. omg.. siao liaox.. haha..
den deariee went off at ard 1030 lidat bahx.. zip got jeff to send her back hm for mi.. so yea.. aint tat worry cos its someone i noe send her back.. better den she go back alone.. heex.. den play for awhile more lidat we jiu oso go off liaox le.. saw a grpof mitsubishi car.. jus normal suv car but they go mod oso.. haha.. so cute sia.. lol..
den while on the way back hm in train saw a grp of malay ppl so fucking noisy lohx.. tink the whole train is theirs lidat.. den got one wanna be mop somemore.. help smrt to mop the train.. haha.. stupid idiots.. lol.. reach hm awhile den jiu go bathe liaox le.. cos veri smelly.. the steamboat de smoke all tat.. eewww.. buay tahan..
after pompom come out den jiu cal deariee le.. talk for sometime den she jiu went to slp le.. haha.. keep yawn yawn.. like a little piggy lidat.. haha.. so cute.. yawn till tears oso come out.. haha.. sayang deariee.. dun cry k.. ;x heex.. huggies..
n hor.. im so bad can.. haha.. mei they all come den i like nv talk to them oso de.. haha.. so bad sia.. ask ppl come de nv talk to them.. lol.. sry.. cos was too busy disturbing ppl liaox le.. haha.. cant blame mi.. i oso dunno y im so hyper ytd oso.. lol..
den after deariee hang up go slp liaox le i went back into irc chat awhile.. haha.. like a siao lang lidat.. keep making so much noise.. den keep disturb ppl.. lol.. disturb till abt 2 lidat den i jiu started to type slower n slower le.. haha.. cos was feeling tired le.. den after tat jiu go slp liaox le.. n clumsy mi.. take out contact lens tat time accidentally poke dao my eye.. so pain lohx.. :(
had a veri nice slp last nite.. i slp till tis afternoon 1+ den i wake up sia.. haha.. so shiok lohx.. woots.. den dunno y hor.. today i go in irc keep kana shot sia.. wat i say oso kana shot de.. boohoo.. but nvm.. dun wan let tis spoil my mood today.. cos i still wanna go disturb ppl.. wahahaha.. ;x
for tis whole week din do much ting bahx.. monday n tuesday was veri relax.. cos i was sick n when to c doc.. den jiu veri free nth to do.. cos got medical status they cant ask mi do ting.. woots.. went to CMPB to take x-ray.. haha.. cos was coughing for veri long liaox le.. so the doc ask mi go n c how..
tues went back to medical center n show the doc.. den the doc tell mi got lung infection.. tats y will keep cough for so long.. ask mi to quit smking liaox le.. if not it might get worse.. so yea.. tis is my last week tat i will smk liaox le.. although i tried to quit le.. but after tis week.. im gonna totally stop it for good liaox le.. told bi abt its oso le..
for wed oso did nth much.. its onli ytd n today siong nia.. had training for the whole day ytd.. actually i dun nd to do oso de.. cos i wont be taking part in the out field next week.. but since everyone is doing the training.. so i jus follow n do lohx.. if not all do i c veri paiseh mahx.. haha..
n as for today.. siong de ting was we having runs in the morning.. den after tat got rest.. actually still got training de.. but was raining so its cancel.. den afternoon got IPPT test.. dun understand how come i clear le they still wanna ask mi do again.. sianx.. but nvm lahx.. its oso for the last time liaox le.. so yea.. take it as keeping fit lohx.. book out at ard 6 jus now..
actually suppose to go my aunty hse help her do something de.. but im too lazy n tired liaox le.. so yea.. i din go n stay at hm.. haha.. den oso suppose to mit bi for dinner den after tat go watch fireworks de.. but her daddy wans her to eat at hm.. so end up jiu nv come out oso le.. now back at hm.. feeling so hungry.. got nth to eat at hm.. n had a quarrel wif my dad too..
gus im gonna order mac n eat le bahx.. feeling damn lazy to move ard.. hope it will faster come bahx.. if not i jiu wanna er si liaox le.. ;x now gonna go n chat while waiting for my food to come.. n oso to wait for bi to cal mi after she finish her ting.. so yea.. gonna logoff for now.. will be back for updates again tml..
n yea.. some add-ons.. tml will be having steamboat at ms.. den after tat c how den decide.. n oso.. im starting to clear my off n leaves next week le.. the feeling is so damn good.. woots..
when i c my com.. lol.. bi oso wake up liaox le.. haha.. den chatted for awhile den she jiu go watch her show liaox.. n i jiu went to eat my lunch.. had duck rice for lunch today.. woots.. its nice sia.. after my meal went into irc for awhile.. but oso like no much ppl talking de.. so i jiu went to watch my show oso.. got the link for zhong ji yi jia from bi le.. yea.. got new show for mi to watch again.. i got so many show i wanna watch sia..
watch till abt 3 lidat den bi ask mi help her change her blog skin.. but no matter how i change oso no use de.. i tink the html code got so problem bahx.. next time if find new de le den tell mi den i change for u again k.. huggies..
waited till 330 den jiu faster go on tv watch ndp repeat le.. haha..actually day din get to watch mahx.. cos was involve.. hmmm.. jus watch finish some time ago.. n now im bak online liaox le.. haha.. mei finally wake up liaox sia.. haha.. had been slping for the whole day liaox le.. lol.. tat piggy.. ;x
msn bi but she nv reply.. tink she is in the game bahx.. nvm.. i shall go back online n chat wif the rest.. n tonite im gonna book in back to camp again liaox.. so do miss mi rite.. xD
cant slp last nite.. wanted to slp early de.. but the pain in my tooth was making impossible to fall aslp.. so chatted wif huihui meimei n uni erzi they all lohx.. so long din talk such nice n long chats le.. haha.. n den we were disturb someone.. so funny so shiok sia.. haha.. i noe lahx.. maybe im rly being too bad.. jus for those hu noe mi.. shld noe tat im veri di siao one.. so yea.. cant blame mi bahx.. haha..
tink i finally fall aslp ard 3+ lidat bahx.. i not sure oso.. haha.. so yea.. was slping till ard 11+ lidat den bi cal mi wake mi up.. cos miting for movie at ps.. so i jiu quickly wash up n left hm le.. but end up i left hm she haven left hm yet.. haha.. so she jiu faster cab down le.. haha.. after she came.. went to hav lunch at yoshinoya.. abit disappointed lahx.. i order 1 teriyaki chicken bowl n 1 beef bowl.. but its came out to be 2 teriyaki chicken bowl.. but yea.. i din ask the person to change it.. cos din wanna make them troublesome.. plus somemore there is quite some ppl queuing behind mi.. haha.. so nice of mi sia.. woots..
watch rush hour 3.. its a nice show man.. haha.. n its so damn funny lohx.. buay tahan sia.. laugh till dunno like wat lidat.. haha.. den after show not noeing where to go.. we jiu went to walk ard lohx.. dunno y oso i suddenly feel like buying speaker.. haha.. den jiu went into creative n bought 1.. haha.. cab hm after tat.. fix everything n try.. but got abit problem wif the sound.. so wanna go back n check.. but b4 we went.. i go down n bought dinner for bi to eat first.. den after eating den cab back to ps.. but i alight there n bi continue her way hm..
went back up to the shop n the person check for mi.. den after everything went back hm again to try.. n now its okie liaox le.. heex.. today was quite a busy day bahx.. go here go there.. haha.. n gus the tings last nite is resolve liaox le.. i dun like quarrels too.. so yea.. lets not quarrel over simple tings again k.. n hope bi enjoys her day out today..
gonna cal her after i finish blogging tis.. n gus after tat gonna continue chat if there is ppl ard chatting.. if not den gus i will try to hav an early nite bahx.. haha..
ciaox..
book in back to camp on tues nite.. got nth much to do in camp oso.. cos too early liaox le.. den not much ppl was ard oso.. den went to watch tv.. haha.. but in the nite i dunno y cant slp oso.. waited till abt 1+ den i fall aslp.. recently everynite oso lidat de.. haha.. woke up the next morning so stone sia.. eat breakfast oso can fall aslp.. ;x lol..
after everything was settle went back to slp again.. n anything after tat was for ndp le.. reach there quite early.. made our last preparation.. den off we go for the show.. haha.. b4 we go we c the screen showing the ppl ard we jitao kana shock sia.. its so many ppl lohx.. haha.. but everything turn out perfect n fine bahx.. not sure im on tv or if anyone will recongise mi on tv anot.. haha.. but yea.. got anot oso nvm..
reach back camp ard 915.. cos the bus came late to pick us up.. but its okie.. cos we manage to catch the fireworks.. haha.. its nice okie.. haha.. after setle everything in camp le den we jiu book out liaox le.. on the ways back hm.. was having stomach ache.. den went to tamp de toilet.. ;x haha.. after tat took cab back hm..
reach hm n unpack alot of ting.. den bathe n everything..online for awhile jiu went to slp liaox le.. was feeling so tired.. lol..
n now.. i jus woke up from slp awhile ago onli.. but as for today.. gus im gonna slack at hm for the whole day liaox le.. cos i wont be going out anymore le.. so yea.. gus tats all bahx.. gonna be back if there is more to update..
jus got back hm from doing the stupid com again.. finally finish it liaox sia.. spend so much time doing it.. boo.. first time sia.. sianx.. n abt another 1 hr jiu muz book in again liaox.. haha.. off days jus pass so fast can.. haha.. but nvm lahx.. anyway i wait for awhile more jiu will veri relax liaox le.. haha..
so gus now im gonna rest n relax awhile den after tat jiu go back camp le bahx.. so yea.. byes..
was so damn pissed off last nite tat i scold my daddy n my step-mum.. cos there i was trying to slp n there they r quarrelling.. n its in the middle of the nite somemore.. was having a hard time to slp le.. n finally after i fall aslp.. they woke mi up again from their quarrel.. its like wth lohx.. got nth better to do den at nite oso wanna quarrel.. i rly buay tahan them sia.. boo..
dunno wat time did i fall back slp.. onli noe tat i wake up veri early today.. cos gotta bring my step-mum to go c doc for injection.. n gus wat.. none of them dare talk to mi tis morning.. like as if im gonna eat them up if they talk.. so yea.. they keep quiet i jiu oso kept quiet.. reach tanjong pagar den waited for her to c doc.. finish everything ard 11+ or 12+ bahx.. forget liaox le.. den after tat jiu went down to sim lim again today..
reach there ard 1 bahx i tink.. den jiu started fixing the com liaox le.. its giving mi so many problems today lohx.. n its the first time i too one whole afternoon jus to fix a com.. so jialat can.. change so many piece of motherboard n processor.. do until i sibei pek chek sia..
after its finally fix le cab to jurong my fren hse.. help him install everything.. tot all was fine onli.. den problems come again.. tis time is his mouse.. dunno y suddenly jiu cant work le..jitao sianx diao lohx.. somemore he dun hav spare mouse sia.. den totally cant do anything liaox le.. tml hav to go do again.. im so lazy to go so far again can.. kaox.. so suay sia.. boohoo..
reach hm jus now ard 1130 lidat.. feel tat i hav wasted one whole day jus for the com.. ahhhh.. so damn pissed off now.. boo.. problems n problems.. when can they ever stop coming to mi.. i seriously nd some break sia.. i nd a peace of mind sia..cant stand all tis tings lohx.. if all tis continues im sure im gonna break down soon.. n it will be veri soon.. trust tat..
tink tonite i you cant slp again le bahx.. tinking of wat i shld or can do now.. cant play game.. no show to watch.. aiya.. i dunno lahx.. or maybe go try lie on bed again c can slp anot lohx.. gones..
for the whole week in camp got nth much to do.. cos was on status due to my fall last week.. so alot of tings no nd to do.. den waited for sat.. which was ytd.. cos its the last ndp training on sat liaox le.. n after tis thurs everything jiu finish le.. weets.. how i wish it can jus stop rite now.. haha..
den ytd as usual the same ting happen again.. was there for the whole day for rehearsal.. den back to camp send weapon jiu book out le.. was so sianx lohx.. dunno y oso.. din hav any mood to do anything at all.. maybe is cos was baby told mi the other day bahx.. i dunno oso.. i feel so mess up.. :( reach hm chatted awhile den jiu go slp liaox le.. cos gotta wake up early to go sentosa..
woke up at 830 today.. huihui meimei ask mi cal her wake her up.. but i cal she oso nv wake up de.. haha.. slp like one pig lidat.. ;x oops.. haha.. den after mit zip , joseph n david.. wugui din come.. den ah ger sore eyes cant come.. left we 4 lonely guys there nia.. din rly enjoy much lahx.. awhile jiu go back liaox le..
after everything when to find my korkor den waited for him to finish work n go hav dinner tgt.. got back hm soon after.. bathe n relax awhile den jiu go watch my show le.. n yea.. i finish watching liaox le.. tml gonna watch another show le.. lol.. but tml will be quite busy bahx.. cos morning nd to bring my ah yi to c doc.. after tat nd to help ppl fix com.. will be spending my whole day out i tink.. so yea.. gonna go slp liaox le.. ciaox..