Sunday, May 18, 2008Y
6:45 PM
rember when i reading my last post its seems so fun so nice so sweet.. but i gus happiness jus cant last bahx.. its like jus afew days ago tat seem to be so sweet of us both.. but now its all so different again liaox le.. totally different.. i can blame no one at all.. cos ppl ard hav already tell mi to give up le.. but i jus cant seem to give it up bahx.. so there is no one i can blame but myself for bringing tis upon myself bahx..but i hav decided tis time le.. watever the decision tat is gonna be made when the time is rite i will jus keep to tat decision tat is made le.. i will not be holding on n not letting go again tis time le.. cos i dun wanna be seems like a despo to anyone.. n after tinking abt so many tings.. i understand n understood le.. no matter wat she is still not married to mi oso.. so i cant be asking her to do anything for mi too.. n oso.. i shld not be holding on n not let go bahx.. she av got her own freedom to do watever she wan.. so yea..
so honey.. i dunno if will u be reading my blog.. but if u do c tis.. do go into our own space to read the post tat i hav post up specially for u bahx.. den after reading pls go n tink abt it all n let mi noe the ans to it bahx.. during the meantime.. i will not disturb or bother u tinking bahx.. but do rly tink of it carefully n clearly b4 making any decisions bahx.. n take good care of urself.. jus rember no matter wat i will still be there..