Thursday, May 08, 2008Y
12:00 AM
life nowadays is so much more boring den ever b4.. sometimes its jus seem tat its rly tiring to be living tis type of life all being alone.. having no one to talk to.. even sms was sometimes not replied.. hahas.. sounds like im kinda desperate for someone to talk to or sms wif rite.. hahas.. doesnt seem to be so.. all tis feeling was all cos by some reasons.. its not tat im like a despo finding for someone k.. lols..been almost a week le.. there is not no talk at all.. even sms oso seems like dun hav lidat.. hahas.. the person shld noe wat is all tis abt bahx.. =] tink we cant even communicate already le bahx.. doesnt seem to understand wat im talking abt too.. cant even hear mi out den jiu start to bu nai fan le.. tings were all so much diff from the start until now le bahx.. it jus seems like i doesnt mean anything or seems impt to u anymore le.. happy u cal u sms.. not happy jiu no cal no sms no nth.. tings said le oso not done oso.. hahas.. den wats the use of saying it but not doing it lehx..
maybe i muz agree wif wat greg is saying bahx.. wats meant to be mine will be mine.. wats not meant to be mine no matter wat i do how much i do it will still still not be mine de.. maybe its all true bahx.. tings r all seem to be drifting further n further liao le bahx.. but its not mi tat is drifting further.. its u tat is drifting further away from mi le.. i can no longer stop u from drifting any further away anymore le.. bcos nth i say now seems to be able to get into u anymore le..
i forgot wat i did on monday le.. all i noe it was jus a boring day bahx i gus.. den was ytd.. tot tings were okie le but its all jus for awhile onli.. went to drink after work.. forgot how much i drink liao le.. but okie bahx.. not drunk or wat oso.. drink till abt 1+.. den after tat went hm rest awhile le den went to beach road to buy some fishing stuffs.. after tat went hm to pack the fishinf tings le den jiu went fishing at bedok jetty le.. its jus like those no life de ppl will do de ting.. fish till 2+ den jiu pack up n went hm to slp le..
dunno y woke up so early in the morning oso.. jus slp till halfway den jiu suddenly wake up n cant slp le.. so jiu wait till time is up n went to work.. den afternoon jiu shi arguements n arguements.. after work went to buy some stuffs for my upcoming chalet in june den jiu go hm le.. talking abt the chalet.. im wondering if i shld order buffet or jus bbq or buffet n bbq tgt.. lols.. but if buffet n bbq tgt den bbq food jiu wont hav tat much le lohx.. jus some standard bbq food like satay n otah.. hahas.. so anyone.. any comment on wat to do for it mahx??
gus starting from now on jiu shi the starting of my no life days le bahx.. =] awaiting for the upcoming chalet tis weekend.. wonder if she would keep to wat she said to mi n accompany mi there or if she would back out from it last min.. i dunno n i dun wanna noe oso bahx.. so jiu shall c how tings goes on for now bahx.. =]
off to stone le..