Friday, October 12, 2007Y
12:01 AM
jus got back hm from a day out wif bi.. went to work in the morning today.. finish off ard 11+.. den jiu went hm n wash up den jiu leave hm to mit her liaox le.. bring out some presents which i bought for bi earlier.. actually its was meant for our 11th mth de.. but yea.. gus now its oso no use keeping them wif mi le.. so might as well give it to her.. if not it will oso end up in the rubbish bin oso..mit bi at 230 at ps.. the usual place tat we use to wait for each other.. reach kinda early so jiu went to zone x to play game.. but den got alot of ppl there playing.. so yea.. din get to play n bi jiu come liaox le.. went over to swensens for lunch.. cos its as promise.. i said to her b4 tat when i start work i will give her a good life.. n now tat im working i muz keep to my words still..
after eating we jiu slowly walk over to cine there for kbox.. went straight up n sing sing sing sing.. b4 we started singing.. i took out the presents n put them on for her.. its a necklace n an anklet wif a pandant.. n the jacket too.. but dunno y sing half way suddenly jiu got tears star to roll down my face le.. gus the songs r all too sad le bahx.. n most of them kinda explain my feelings n wat i wanna say now..
so yea.. continue singing till abt 9 lidat.. wanna bring bi go eat de.. but she say she not hungry den jiu okie lohx.. so jiu train to tamp n once again walk her back hm.. i kinda miss all tis feelings.. n when we walk to her doorstep.. i rly is kinda she bu de part wif her again.. was feeling damn emo while walking her hm bahx.. sorry bi.. i din show out is cos i dun wan u to c.. dun wan u to worry.. so yea..
after tat cab hm as my auntie slps early n my kor isnt at hm.. dun wanna wake her up from her slp.. so yea.. reach hm bathe n cook maggi eat.. den jiu online liao le.. so jiu came to blog.. dunno if she will blog tonite anot.. but yea.. shall c how bahx.. but bi.. i hope u will like the presents tat i got for u.. n the jacket as well.. n tat u did enjoy ur day out wif mi today.. rly thks alot.. n gus today i hav rly been a good boy bahx.. those tings tat u hav long i hav all done them today le.. din fierce to u.. be nice n gently wif u n treat u like a xiao gong zhu.. even on smoking i had oso reduce liaox le.. today whole day i onli smoke 2 sticks onli.. alot better den wat i hav told u which is 1 pack for 3 days rite.. xi wang ni jing tian shi hen kai hen kai xin de..
n as for now.. i will jus wait n wait n wait bahx.. but as the day draws nearer.. im becoming more n more uneasy.. or shld i say im feeling afraid.. i dunno.. but its not tat i got no xing xin.. its jus tat im not prepare to face if there is anything bad.. but its okie.. i will still wanna wait for it.. give mi abit more time k.. afew more day for mi to tune back to the past.. so yea.. zui ai hai shi ni.. zhe shi wo de jue ding.. <33
actually i still hav got lots to say.. but yea.. i nd to go slp liaox le.. as there is still work for mi tml.. so yea..goona keep to my words n take good care of myself..