Thursday, October 04, 2007Y
12:27 AM
once again.. im back to my original life.. back to my single life once again.. its no longer impt hu is the one hu ask for the break up le bahx.. although its not wat i wanted.. but i hav got no choice.. since u hav already lidat say liaox le.. so yea.. there is nth i can do.. i cant be begging n say pls dun break wif mi.. although i can rly no longer live wif out u anymore.. but gus i still hav to try my best le bahx..all the memories will be kept rite deep in my heart.. i will nv forget them all.. rite from the day when we noe each other.. to the day we got tgt.. till today tat everything ended.. nv will i ever forget anything abt it..
how we get to noe each other for the first time.. the first time we went out tgt.. the first time u ton over at my hse to play mahjong wif us.. the first movie we watch wif each other.. although not all the tickets r wif mi.. maybe some of them r wif u i dunno.. but im sure gonna keep it all.. the first bday celebrating wif u.. the first present i gave u as a bday present which u actually wanted to return mi.. the way u accepted mi.. the way u treated mi in the past.. how we had our sweet talks on fone every nite in the last.. the hearts n stars tat u hav fold for mi.. i hav all kept them in my cupboard.. our first valentine day tgt wif each other.. n oso the time when i wore on our ring for u.. everything will be remembered n keep deep in my heart..
seriously i dunno wat has cause all tis to happen.. all the changes n all.. how u hav change to become so different from the past.. but now.. its okie n i dun nd to noe anymore le bahx.. everything has ended wif a full stop liaox le.. no matter how u hav treat mi now or in the past.. everything will be oways kept in mi.. thks for all the happy times n memories we had tgt wif each other.. thks for changing mi to wat i am now.. wif out u i tink i will still be a nth till now.. still be as useless as wat i use to be in the past.. rly thks u alot..
although im not fit to say tis to u anymore le.. but i still wanna say tis to u one last time.. n its baby.. i rly do love u alot alot.. do take good care of urself from now onwards when i aint there for u anymore le.. rember to hav ur meals regularly.. n score will for ur final year.. hope u can get good results n go into uni as u oways wish to.. if u were to encounter any problem be free to cal or sms mi.. i will still be oways there for u de..
n once again.. thks for everything again.. if there is a chance i hope we can get tgt once again..