Sunday, September 23, 2007Y
2:02 AM
was hoping tat bi will still be coming.. so i jiu morning 10+ jiu wake up le.. faster go wash up n prep the food.. cook n everything by 11+ going to 12.. den ard going to 12 le recieve a sms from her saying she wont be coming le.. den i jiu totally sian half liaox.. cook so many food.. but end up no one is hm to eat.. haix..started eating lunch at ard 1 lidat.. there was fried chicken wings.. ruo gu tang.. n fried rice.. but its jus mi n myself there eating alone nia.. no one is ard.. jus alone eating so many food.. feeling so lonely so shang xin.. but wat to do.. cant be she dun wanna come den i say no u die die oso muz come n eat rite.. so i jiu slowly sit there eating by myself.. jus keep eat n eat n eat.. n i got tis feeling of not cooking anymore.. kinda dun feel like cooking ever again le.. haix.. dunno wat to say..
canot finish all the food by myself.. so the leftovers i jiu jus pack up n throw them away.. anyway oso no one eating liaox le.. so yea.. save le oso no use.. i wont be eating le.. i wont wanna eat all by myself anymore le.. haix.. y izzit tat other ppl can hav their mummy n daddy there to care for them n i dun hav.. y izzit tat others can hav their own siblings staying tgt wif them n i cant.. y y y.. i jiu shi dun understand.. got jia ren like dun hav oso.. no much diff at all.. jus oways mi in my small little corner.. haix..
continue to watch my show after lunch.. ytd nite watch till episode 15 le.. n today continue n watch till episode 29 liaox le.. jus a few more episode n i will hav to wait for them to be uploaded day by day le.. gus by den i jiu will start to watch other show oso le bahx.. cos i will jus be at hm.. being bored.. n its the onli ting i can do..
am feeling damn hungry now.. but aint got anything left for mi to eat liaox le.. din had my dinner too.. dunno y jus dun feel like eating jus now.. n like i say liaox le.. i dun wanna be there eating alone.. so yea..i finally did wat i said liaox le.. but i dun feel happy oso.. kinda abit dun understand myself again liaox le..
had a little talk wif bi jus now.. den she jiu go slp liaox le.. n i continue back wif my show.. jus stop onli.. dun feel like watching liaox le.. n im kinda tired oso le.. watch for the whole day liaox le.. tink tml den i continue bahx.. oh ya.. zhong ji yi jia rly is damn funny lahx.. make mi laugh there like a siao lang lidat.. hahas.. but some part of it oso quite touching lahx.. hahas.. so gus tats all for today again.. be back again tml?? dunno.. c how bahx..