Sunday, September 16, 2007Y
12:22 AM
after i reach hm.. i hav been waiting all the way till now for her cal.. but its jus ended wif afew mins of talk.. haix.. i dunno wat i shld do.. wat am i suppose to do anyway.. can someone pls teach mi or tell mi pls.. i rly cant take it anymore.. im going bonkers soon..b4 she cal.. read her blog n noe tat she was feeling down.. so i jiu waited for her to cal n ask her.. but jus after she cal n i ask her wat happen.. she seem like avoiding my qns.. den awhile more jiu hang up liaox le.. y.. y is tings tis way.. i rly hate myself alot.. im jus such a useless fool.. jus like some useless idiots..
in her blog she says where is her someone when she nds him the most?? is it mi or is it him.. i dunno.. she doesnt wanna tell mi.. am i still the someone tat she nds the most?? or is it him tat she nds the most now.. if its mi.. im oways here for u mahx.. i hav nv ever leave u for once.. im oways here ready for u.. ready to comfort u n care for u when u nd mi.. but or is it jus mi being zhi zhuo dao qing?? can someone ans my qns.. i gus even god cant ans my qns bahx.. i rly wanna hold on to tis relationship.. i dun wanna give up..