Monday, September 10, 2007Y
4:06 AM
roarr.. i still cant get to slp yet.. but im feeling tired from play game liaox le oso.. haix..as i said from my previous post.. din do anything else except for play game.. n jus now play maple play till abit sian le so i jiu change ti another game lohx.. play rush for berlin.. haha.. quite a nice game oso lahx.. but play till tuo tong le.. dun wanna play anymore.. gus i will try to slp after tis bahx..
some unhappy tings happen jus now.. haix.. i seriously dunno wat to say anymore liaox le sia.. u said u hav tried ur best.. but seriously i dun feel it at all.. okie.. maybe in some ways u did put in effort le.. i noe i can c.. but do u tink by talking nicely is good enuf to change everything?? no it isnt going to.. other den talking nicely to each other we oso muz hav ting to talk n ask to each other abt mahx.. how can u everytime say i dunno wat to talk n keep ask mi to start a topic.. do u tink tis is fair for mi mahx??
i hav being trying to find topics to talk to u abt..i n hav tried so many time over tis whole period le.. trying to find topics to talk to u abt when u tell mi u dunno wat u wan to talk abt.. u told mi u will play awhile game wif mi den after tat watch show den after play wif mi again.. but did u keep to wat u say?? u jus came in awhile in the morning n poofs.. there u go n nv come back again.. if i nv msn u will u msn mi urself?? u jus went to play game leaving mi waiting for u to reply.. din we say hao le.. if u go play game jus msn mi let mi noe.. so if i wanna find u i noe how to.. but u still din.. u jus went ahead playing wif out saying anything.. does the game rly hav such mei li?? or izzit u cant wait to go hav fun n enjoy ur game wif ur online frens??
i seriously dunno.. the tings tat u said n told mi were all different from wat u do.. do u rly wanna break the trust i hav in u mahx?? muz ting rly go tis way like wat u say.. tings wont change if no one cares to try their best to change it.. u said u tried ur best le.. but i rly dun feel it at all.. even if u r.. r u going to give it up so easily?? i too hav try to change alot abt myself jus bcos of u.. if i can do it y cant u?? its all on whether u r willing to do n sacrifice anot nia..
haix.. u ever told mi b4 u wan to hav lots n lots of mths tgt.. but how r we going to continue wif tings tis way?? when can we ever get back to how we r like in the past.. tings r so different so complicated now.. how i wish it had oways been like the past.. how i wish all tis din not happen.. how i wish there is no anyone else in our lifes.. do u wan mi to be shang xin n xi wang again?? i dunno.. its up to u to decide bahx.. im veri disappointed le..