Sunday, September 16, 2007Y
12:50 AM
most prob tis will be my last post for now or maybe foreva.. www.meowofakind.blogspot.com shld not exist in tis world anymore.. since everyone wans mi dead.. so be it.. anyway my living here would onli cause more harm to others onli.. i will oways hurt ppl here now n den.. so to prevent tis.. i tink it would be better if im gone from here foreva.. make tis be my last post here.. whether i will still live on or whether i will be dead after tis.. tis post is to thks everyone tat has been here for mi b4 or even now..1st.. i would wan to thks most will be xinyi.. if she haven been here for mi all tis while.. i gus i wont hav walk till today tis date.. she made such a big impact on my life.. she change mi so much.. from wat i use to be till wat i am now.. i rly thks u alot.. n i appreciate u for all tat.. u were my life my everything.. but i gus its jus mi not treasuring u enuf.. not treating u good enuf.. aint being a bf tats good enuf to be wif u.. thks for showering mi wif all ur love care n concern.. wif out u i wont noe wat will happen to mi now.. thks for oways being there for mi n giving mi all ur support.. although we had alot of unhappy times.. but we too hard lots of happy moments tgt.. im sorry to hav hurt u so much.. rly sorry.. i love u.. n i rly mean i love u.. too much for mi to which i already cant imgine losing u.. but still.. i hav got to go.. whether will i be dead after today anot.. the actually melvin will nv be the same anymore.. but pls promise mi to take good care of urself.. cos maybe i will still be back.. i dunno.. <333
2nd person i would rly hav wish to thks will be jonathan.. thks for giving mi so much help when i nd them.. rly thks alot.. n im sorry for my bad behaviours towards u.. hope u will forgive mi..
3rd is valerie.. its rly wonderful to hav a fren like u.. n ever since u hav so called become my nuer.. zai wo xin zhong wo zui teng de nuer jiu shi ni le.. but gus i wont be able to do so anymore le.. thks for being there for mi too..
n its leong kenneth david n alot more.. i cant possibly name all out.. rly thks u all.. whether its for ur care or watever.. thks for being there even as a fren.. n for hu ever tat i din not mention.. im sorry to miss u all out.. but yea.. still thks alot..
n yea.. although its not rly long.. but tis is still gonna be my last post le.. i got nth much to say anymore.. thks n take care.. zai jian to all..