Friday, September 07, 2007Y
12:56 AM
lalalala.. m im back here again.. feeling so emo out of a sudden.. i dunno y oso.. i kinda dun understand myself anymore.. its kinda not myself anymore.. the last time de mi wont lidat de.. no matter wat happens i can still smile still laugh like as if nth happens.. but now i cant le.. i cant smile.. i cant laugh.. i cant do anything anymore.. its like im a fei ren lidat..maybe is the song bahx.. wo bu xiang wang ji ni.. its a nice song.. but if u read the lyrics well n understand them.. its quite a sad song bahx.. hav been listening to it since i got it in my itune.. repeat repeat n repeat.. listen till my tears oso flow down again le.. i dunno y oso.. jus automatic de.. how i wish i could noe y im lidat tis few days.. but i jus simply dunno y.. i cant tink anymore..
n glad to noe tat u 2 r okie le.. n tink u seems better oso le bahx.. tis afternoon after the ting u seem so shang xin so zai hu.. gus he too stands some part in u too bahx.. nvm bahx.. dun wish to talk anything abt tis anymore le..
dunno wat im gonna do again tonite.. tink as usual for the past few days bahx.. slowly cry myself to slp.. yea.. tats all le.. dunno wat to say liaox le..