Tuesday, September 25, 2007Y
1:06 AM
im so so so pissed off now.. like wat the hell can.. here im trying to care.. dun wan u to feel pain.. ask u to go eat medicine.. but u oso at there like dun care lidat.. so is tis i nv care for u or is i care but u jus cant see to be bothered at all.. wats the use of mi showing u care when u dun even seem to be interested..im happy tat u said u r willing to change for mi.. n u rly did for the past few days.. but wat happen again.. tis few days u r back to the same liaox le.. say u abit jiu not happy n kup my cal.. not like wat im saying u is wrong or wat mahx.. u say u tu zi tong.. am i wrong to ask u to go eat medicine?? scare u will be hungry.. am i wrong to ask u dun be lazy to go buy food.. rite.. today i eat maggi for the whole day.. cos i got no key to go out at all.. n at hm got nth for mi to eat liaox le.. den wat do u expect.. mi to jump down from the window n buy food?? i admit..i ask u not to use my words to say mi back.. but its truth wat.. u oways use wat i say to say mi back.. sometime i nv do the tings tat i wan u to do oso got reason de wat..
i let u hav ur freedom like wat u wan.. u can noe new frens.. can sms wif them.. can exchange num wif other guy.. u can play game.. i got say anything now anot.. i nv.. but after i dun care n let u be.. u tis few days keep play till so late den wanna cal.. tis is y i dun like playing games.. cos everytime u play game oso will play till lidat.. u can even forget everything n nv c time.. u urself said u wanna hav talks in the past.. but if lidat how to.. tis few days say u abit jiu not happy n kup my cal.. was jus saying tat n r good n u hav change.. n u said u dun wanna disappoint mi anymore.. den wat is tis.. isnt tis disappointing..
u tink tis is veri fun mehx.. i like to everyday lidat mehx.. here im trying to care for u.. loving u no matter wat happens..n tis is the way u treat mi?? im wondering if im ur bf or am i ur chu qi tong sia.. u noe im starting work next week le.. den again i jiu wont hav much time to spend wif u.. n now u r still lidat.. den wat.. after i start work u r going to use the same excuse tat i din accompany u enuf thus causing u to feel lonely feel bored feel leftout n go back to the same ways again izzit.. i hav oway trust wat u said n everything.. believe in everything tat u tell mi u will do.. but end up im oways getting disappointments..
watever lahx.. from now on.. im not gonna say again le.. whether u wanna talk or sms everyday anot.. anyway u said u will oso end up nv de.. so im use to it le.. whether u still wan my care for u anot.. its up to u.. i wont be everyday bugging u asking if we will be talking anot anymore.. i dun wanna be seem so desperate.. as for the sms.. it will oso be the same.. if u wanna talk or sms.. den u cal mi or sms mi.. if not den nvm.. its time u take the intiative already.. cos i say so much oso no use.. u wont listen to mi anymore.. not like last time u will listen to be.. as for now.. im gonna cal u one last time.. pick up anot its up to u.. tats all..