Monday, September 10, 2007Y
11:44 AM
feeling so fuck up so pissed off now.. after all i hav put in for tis relationship.. nth still seems to goes rite.. tings said werent done.. den wat for say them if u r not going to do it n jus keep saying i dunno wo bu zhi dao..all from the first day.. suppose to be our beginning of back to happiness day.. but gus its aint so bahx.. tot everything will slowly change le.. but its still abt the same.. out of all our qns.. wat i hope u will do most is to change the habit of saying ting is one way n doing it the other way u noe.. cos most of the time the problem is u say tings but u aint doing it.. n tats wat i hate most..
den 2nd ting will be talking.. i noe the way u talk to mi r different now.. yes.. i agree.. there is different.. n i can c form ytd nite cal.. i noe u feel like to kup the cal le like how u would do last time but u still din.. tats one ting im veri happy abt.. but the main ting is.. u still like got nth to talk to mi abt nth to ask mi abt.. in the past u will oso find topics to talk abt..but now.. u oways tell mi u dunno ni bu zhi dao.. imagine u were mi how would u free if i everytime oso lidat tell u?
we haven try going out yet.. we still dunno if there will still be problems abt tat mahx.. but i seriously hope there aint any.. n another ting is.. i hope u will put in abit more effort to try to change okie? jus tat little bit more.. i will do my best to try help u change oso de.. but u muz be willing to let mi help den can oso mahx..
n the most most impt ting of all is.. next time pls dun abit abit jiu say den dun be tgt.. there is oways other ways out de.. no nd to lidat den can save the day.. n by saying tis i dunno if u will feel any xin tong anot.. but im feeling it when i listen to it.. if u r going to give it up so easily den all the hard work we hav done tgt will be wasted.. n im not gonna give it up so easily.. i noe sometimes i may keep make noise say tis say tat.. but tats oso cos i dun wanna give up i still wanna try.. try to bear wif mi for tis period of time bahx..