Tuesday, August 28, 2007Y
10:19 PM
jus got back from camp.. n gus wat.. im already not in a veri good mood liaox le.. i hates it when tis happens.. y jus wont tings stop giving mi anymore fa nao n let mi live a peaceful n carefree life.. y is it tat there r oways tings happening to mi.. not matter whether its in life or at hm or in a relationship.. nth seems to go rite for mi de..if u r reading my blog u shld noe wat im talking abt bahx.. u noe tat i trust u lots.. n i wont nv believe in anyone else other den u n my own eyes.. i dun like hearing ppl so bad tings abt u too.. but the tings tat r happening.. its seriously break my heart into a million pieces jus now.. my tears jus simply flow down mi.. its something tat i would hav nv ever wish to c at all.. not even if its in my next life..
u meant too much to mi le.. i cant afford to lose u anymore liaox le.. tats y my reaction will be tat big when i saw tat.. even after seeing tat i still din lose trust in u.. i jus wanna hear wat u got to say to mi.. im willing to listen n hear all of them.. u noe tat my love for u is more den any other ting in tis world tat can be replace.. no one in tis life can ever replace u ever in mi.. nv ever will anyone be able to.. i swear..
now its up to us to decide wat will go on from now onwards le.. i rly dun wish anything bad to happen to our relationship cos of tis.. it aint worth it.. all the hard work n hard times we had gone thru tgt will be wasted if anything bad happens.. n all our effort will be gone.. so tink abt it bahx.. im sorry tat i hav doubt u in the first place.. but its cos i dun wan history of my previous relationship to haunt mi again tis time.. i wont be able to take tis kind of da ji anymore le..
tats all i hav got to say till now bahx.. wat ever happens next.. no one will noe.. but jus between mi n u.. gones..