Friday, August 10, 2007Y
8:40 PM
fuck everything in tis whole fucking world.. i seriously dunno wat i hav fucking done wrong.. wat i hav do to recieve tis type of treatment.. everything has change so much.. from cals to going out.. n now to asking qns.. its seems like asking a simple qns oso got wrong lidat.. y muz tings change to be like tis.. i dunno.. but i rly wish to noe.. i hate it when all tis happens.. when i nd someone by my side.. there is no one oso.. frens tat i tot tat can be trusted.. r oso not there.. some can tell mi tis in a moment but another after awhile.. im being so alone.. i choose to left my grp of frens to turn over a new leaf for the sake of all of u.. but 1 by 1 u all r leaving mi.. leaving mi now wif no where to go to.. sometimes even wanna find someone out now oso difficult.. its like there is not one left ard for mi anymore.. ahhhhh.. fuck it lahx.. dun force mi to live back the way of how im like in the past..