Sunday, July 15, 2007Y
1:26 AM
wat is happening?? wat hav i done wrong?? can anyone jus tell mi?? i would seriously like to noe.. no matter how i tink i jus can nv figure it out.. am i being too irritating?? or am i such a loser?? is there anyone on earth whom i can trust on.. i dunno.. i seriously dunno.. i hav nv ever drop so much tears for any other gal den her in my life ever.. nv ever.. n i hav nv ever felt like tis b4..baby.. u told mi to wait for awhile.. u said awhile.. but till now.. i dun even hear anything from u.. maybe wat i say made u angry jus now bahx.. i dunno.. maybe i rly did.. i tried msn n sms u.. but u jus wont reply.. called u.. but u wont pick up too.. im so utterly disappointed wif myself.. maybe im being too irritating bahx.. but do u still rember abt wats going on tml.. we plan to watch movie tgt.. n i even book the tickets le.. all i wan was jus to cfm wat time n where we would mit anot.. it doesnt matter if we jus cfm tis n u continue talking wif ur frens.. n till now.. its 2 le.. there are still no sms msn or cals from u.. haix.. im such a useless bf..
but not matter wat.. i will still be waiting for u to cal.. even if u wont be calling.. i will still be waiting.. even if i wont get to slp a single bit tonite.. i will still continue waiting..