Tuesday, July 10, 2007Y
8:31 AM
here im again.. not noe-ing wat to do.. din rly slp last nite again.. i rember 5+ im still wide awake.. i jus cant get myself to slp at all.. whenever i lie down on bed n close my eyes.. i will start to tink of all the problems again.. haix..cal baby at 630 to wake her up.. den after tat jiu hang up le.. went back to lie on my bed.. tis time rd manage to fall aslp for awhile.. but was waken up by her sms again at 7+.. n once again im awake till now.. sms for awhile n we talk abt the ting again.. but disappointment nv fails to haunt mi.. but i gus im not gonna talk abt it anymore le bahx.. im seriously getting veri tired of tis le.. n im drying up already.. all tis has cause mi to be in a bad shape now.. n lucky im on off for tis few days..
since she said she will try her best to do it.. den we shall c how ting goes abt bahx.. i dun dare to put up high hopes for all tis anymore.. cos i dun wanna fall to my death again anymore.. but it doesnt mean tat i totally dun trust or believe u anymore.. so its up to u to prove it to mi bahx..
so lost so confused.. which way shld i go?? i dunno..