Saturday, July 21, 2007Y
1:06 AM
arghhh.. fcuk lahx.. wat did i do wrong again sia.. all i did was jus haix.. den she jiu kup my cal wif out even saying anything.. i din even hav the chance to say anything at all.. cal her back she oso dun wanna pick up.. is it something going wrong abt mi or izzit her.. y muz tis ting happen over n over again.. promises n promises.. wat are they for?? its so easy talking abt it.. but when it comes to do it.. will it be fulfil??jus now was the sms ting.. actually i din wanna talk much abt it de.. but tink its time i say something abt it le bahx.. its not been once or wat.. but its been for lots of time le lohx.. everytime when u playing game u jiu wont reply sms.. sometimes even cal oso nv pick up.. ya.. although u din reply my sms jus now but u did pick up my cal.. but can u jus put urself in my shoe lahx.. imagine u were mi n most of the time u sms mi when im playing game n i din reply u.. how would u feel??
i noe today its friday.. n ya.. i did say b4 friday u can play game.. but today was our talking day oso lehx.. n u keep ask mi wat time i wanna go slp.. i noe u wanna play game.. but wat time did i reach hm.. i reach hm almost 1130 lohx.. from the time i cal u till i finish blogging n was abt to go to bed till u kup my cal.. its onli abt 1 hr onli.. n out of the 1 hr.. u kept quiet most of the time..
i was jus walking to my bed.. n i jus haix den u jiu kup my cal.. is ur game rly so impt tat u cant even wait for a few mins more.. i rly dun understand tis at all.. y muz tis be happening over n over n over again.. hav u ever tink of how i will feel anot??
everyone is telling mi tat i hav treat u too good n i shld not treat u so good or else one day u will jus take mi for granted n i will regret.. but i choose not to believe in wat the others say.. i choose to believe in wat i believe.. i wan to prove them all wrong.. i believe tat being tgt we shld treat each other good n wif respect.. n even though when sometime i browse thru ur fone c some of those sms tat u had wif ur others frens in ur fone.. i oso keep quiet.. even when u told n promise mi u wont do tis tings again anymore.. n i hav been taking in all tis to myself.. cos i trust n believe tat u wont do mi any wrong.. the trust i hav in u.. baby pls dun ever break it.. pls..
for tis 8 mths.. hav i ever kup ur cal when u cal mi anot?? hav i nv reply anything of ur sms anot?? hav i ever cos of a game or something tat we oways hav arguement over it anot?? hav i ever been calling names wif other gals anot?? tis u shld ask urself abt it.. but in case if u dun noe.. i can clearly tell u tat i hav not.. im not trying to find fault wif u or wat.. i jus wanna let u noe how i feel.. n tis feeling is so damn sucky.. tink abt it baby.. if u tink there is anything tat i hav wrong u.. jus come tell mi..
i dunno y im saying all tis out tonite.. maybe i gus i shld sound off b4 tings get worse bahx.. i dunno if u feel it anot but i do feel tat all tis is rly causing too much in our relationship.. gus baby will be playing game rite now bahx.. i dunno if u will still hav the mood to play game anot.. but i can say tis totally spoil my good mood i had tis whole day.. n gus wat.. dun tink i will hav n good slp tonite once again.. shld try to go n rest now.. tml i still got a tough day to go thru..
*gones*