Wednesday, May 09, 2007Y
11:34 PM
haix.. im feeling so not in the mood now.. lots of tings happen tis afternoon.. n had a bad quarrel wif baby too.. but was settle soon after.. learn to noe tat baby cried cos of the quarrel we had.. im sorry baby.. i din mean to make ting happen tat way de.. im rly sorry.. maybe both of us jus nd to give in to each other more bahx.. den i tink tings like today wont happen again le..left hm ard 520 to mit baby at bedok.. everyting was alrite between us liaox le.. den went to 511 to eat stingray.. had satay too.. den after tat pei baby to interchange to buy kfc for her parents.. as they haven eat their dinner yet.. den accompany baby to wait for 69 hm.. had some nice talk while waiting for the bus.. my heart was feeling so pain to c her feel so sad.. i feel so bad to make baby cried again n again.. haix..
den took train to airport to mit zip.. went to t2 viewing mall to c plane n had some talk over our relationship.. there till ard 10 n we left to take train back hm le.. on the way back i cal baby to talk on fone.. cos she was sick n is still awake.. n oso was waiting for her fren to send her sometings.. n someting happen again.. baby was talking wif her mummy.. n i jus say someting.. gus she dun like it bahx.. so she jiu jus hang up.. was feeling so sad at the point when she hang up.. i wasnt angry at all.. rly feel like crying out sia.. but im in public so i tahan.. sms her but she din reply oso.. cal back but din pick up too.. im rly feeling so sad.. so disappointed.. its so heartbreaking.. i tot everyting was over tis afternoon le.. but it happens once again..
baby.. i noe u will come n read my blog.. i wanna let u noe.. im not angry wif u.. i jus wan u to noe tat im not shouting at u.. i was jus holding my earpiece speaker nearer onli.. n wat i say was merely jus a joke.. i din rly meant it de.. im rly sorry abt it.. hope u will understand wat is happening.. but im angry wif myself.. i jus cant seem to make u happy.. n instead im oways making u angry n sad.. i jus aint a good bf bahx.. but i promise i will try to change de.. sorry..