Tuesday, May 08, 2007Y
10:51 PM
haix.. i dunno y but im feeling so emo out of the sudden.. i jus cant seem to sort my feelings out properly.. i dunno wat my head is tinking abt oso.. i oso dunno y n wats tats causing tis..read baby blog n got to noe tat greg talk to her abt some tings.. n she got her reply as she isnt playing as much as she did in the past.. n din rly hav time to play nowadays.. but i would jus like to comment someting on tis.. n i dun mean anyting much.. rember when we jus started on tis relationship?? we use to spend most of our time either tgt or on fone.. but during tat time i din rly c baby spend alot of time on game oso rite?? tats y im rly not used to it nowadays.. i dunno if u will feel tat way anot.. but i do feel it tis way..
but if u still tink u aint having enuf time to spend on playing den i gus i shall even jus give up on our talking time for u to play more game bahx.. tats the best i can do le.. i cant tink of any other way.. cos i noe i cant be asking u to stop playing game jus for mi.. n like wat u said.. u hav been playing game for so long n oso u can easily get into the game.. so i gus there is no way for u to quit gaming bahx.. n im not gonna be so selfish to onli tink of myself.. so i gus i will hav to get use to it sooner or later bahx..
i jus dun understand y i jus cant seem to accept her playing games.. but sometimes i jus dun like online games.. i dunno y oso.. or maybe is i cant forget wat happen afew weeks ago bahx.. or it maybe is wat happen in the past tats haunting mi back again bahx.. im so confused.. i rly dun wish wat happen in the past to happen tis time again.. arghh.. i seems to be going crazy tinking abt tis matter..
nvm bahx.. dun tink i can continue anymore liaox le.. feeling darn emo now.. tink i shld jus stop tinking n go to slp now.. jus let nature take its course..