Thursday, May 03, 2007Y
10:57 AM
haix.. can jus somebody jus tell mi wat the hell is wrong wif mi nowadays anot?? im rly sick n tired of tis type of life liaox.. y i jus cant to live like any other normal person?? y muz i hav so much to tink so much to care abt?? y cant i jus be like those hu hav nth to worry abt every single day??was slping so soundly last nite.. tot everyting will hav a new start today.. but wat turn out wasnt like wat i wan it to be.. i rly nd a someone to keep mi accompany now.. im feeling real bored.. bored to the extend till tat watever ting i do i oso got no mood to do it.. haix.. tings hav change bahx.. or rather shld say i hav change bahx.. i dunno.. can i someone tell mi?? i jus nd someone to tell mi wat to do now.. i jus cant tink..
sometimes i rly feel so lonely even when im at hm.. no one will care or even ask abt watever ting i do.. haix.. i jus feel so weird tis days.. was rly hoping tis weekend to come faster cos i will hav baby to be here wif mi to accompany mi.. but tink no nd le bahx.. cos due to some reasons.. she wont be coming le.. i understands wat the problem is.. but its jus tat i rly cant stand being bored at hm alone.. plus somemore my daddy doesnt work le.. everyday oso muz c his face ard at hm.. hearing them quarrel for every simple small issue.. im afraid i might go bonkers real soon..
but lucky i hav a place like tis for mi to let everyting out.. but for now.. i dun feel like saying or doing anyting liao le.. tink i will go rest again bahx.. slp shld cure everyting.. bye..