Thursday, May 03, 2007Y
11:43 PM
im again feeling so bored again.. feeling so lonely at times.. sometimes i rly feel being neglected sia.. haix.. dunno wat to say oso.. dunno how to explain the feeling..woke up ard 10 today.. did nth much but stare at the com all the way.. den when i was abt to leave hm jiu start to rain till so heavy.. daddy oso dun wanna let mi out at first de.. but told him i was getting someting for baby den onli he let mi out.. reach sim lim there ard 2+ lidat.. pass the person the card but he check n say its still working.. so jiu lan lan go off.. den when to my kor kor shop there.. they say bring back c can use anot lohx..
took 23 to tamp.. mit baby at the bus stop opp her sch.. waited for awhile den slowly walk hm from there.. reach her hse n the first ting i do jiu shi her com le.. c.. i so good.. end up rly can use sia.. den i lan lan lohx.. after tat baby say wanna play maple wif mi tgt de.. but end up she play her own audi n din play wif mi.. boo.. baby pian wo.. :( play till dinner time den jiu stop le.. hav been having dinner at baby hse quite often tis days.. lol.. feel so pai seh sia..
after dinner went back into the room n play game for awhile more.. den wanna print someting but after tat suddenly the whole com hang.. den jiu canot use again le.. its the same problem again.. haix.. tink i will hav to bring the whole com down to check tis sat le bahx.. dunno wats wrong wif it.. had a hard time to an wei baby to bear being wif out com.. den jiu head back hm le..
was waiting for baby to call mi de.. but i waited for so long den baby still haven cal i jiu sms her lohx.. as i hav gus.. she is playing audi again.. n i gus it rite again.. by the time she call will be the time she going to slp le.. haix.. sometimes i jus dun understand y she can get so into the game.. i rly feel so good for her audi frens.. it seem like she can always rember them.. but sometimes i jus rly dun like her playing audi.. cos when she plays she will seem to forget everyting.. i jus dun like it when tis happens lahx..
i feel so neglected at times.. its like as though audi is far much more impt den mi lidat.. i noe she din rly mean it.. but it rly gives off tis feeling.. n the fone cal we had rcently.. its rly much lesser den wat we had in the past liaox le.. we use to talk almost everyday for long hr.. but now its jus a few mins cal den jiu hang up le.. sometime there even isnt any cals at all.. i dun rly like wat is going on recently.. alot seems to hav change after i came back from my field camp.. i hope its jus mi being too sensative n maybe tinking too much bahx..
its another emo post again i tink.. i was jus typing out wats was in my mind.. tink im not gonna go on anymore le bahx.. so tats all for today's update.. bye..