Monday, December 18, 2006Y
10:39 PM
i jus hate dec days.. oways keep on rain de.. kaox.. n gus wat.. im now all wet.. lucky i jus got change into a new set of cloths.. haha.. so im now more comfortable to blog le.. ;xspend the whole sat meaninglessly.. woke up at ard 10 lidat.. cos david going out to mit his frens to go zoo.. so i oso jiu leave his hse le lohx.. walk to yew tee mrt n waited for his fren to come.. den took the same train together.. but they alight at cck.. cos gonna mit the rest at there.. den i jiu continue the jounary myself..
cal alot of ppl.. but no one seems to be willing to come out.. its either all say they were busy or say they tired.. watever it is lahx.. i oso dun rly care abt it anyway.. wanna come out jiu come out.. dun wan den jiu nvm lohx.. baby went had her paper today in the morning den wa going out to bugis wif her frens so i din tell her..
went to my aunty shop there to slack lohx.. dunno wanna go where n can go where too.. was raining for the whole day lohx.. sitting there doing nth n sms-ing wif baby onli.. got nth much for mi to do liaox le mahx.. till abt 4+ lidat bahx.. baby sms mi ask mi if i wanna mit her.. i wanted to mit her.. but jus tat i rly dunno where to go n wat to do.. n tink tat piss her off abit bahx.. so baby jiu went hm liaox le..
feeling so damn pek chek so i jiu went hm to put my jacket den took bus to esplanade n sit there alone like a idiot lidat lohx.. was hoping for it to rain.. but the more i wan it to rain the more it wont rain.. david say he will be coming to find mi.. but end up oso nv.. am i rly so annoying..? if im pls let mi noe.. stay there till abt 9 lidat den i slowly made my way back hm.. was talking to torp while i walk hm.. talk abt lots of ting.. den finally reach hm le.. bathe n change den jiu cal baby le..
dunno wat the hell is wrong wif mi tat nite.. it seem like everything i do isnt rite.. was so damn pek chek.. how i wish i can cry myself to slp but i jus cant.. crying was such a simple ting n i cant even do it oso.. omg.. talk to baby for abt 4+ hrs.. but thru out we oso din talk much.. baby was playing her game while i was keeping quiet tinking was is wrong wif mi.. den dunno y i will say those ting to baby oso.. is like as though im crazy or wat sia.. how would i even say those ting to the closest someone hu i love.. im such a dumb ass..
cant slp after tat.. but still manage to fall aslp at abt 7 i tink.. but woke up at 920 lidat.. din rly slp.. was tinking of baby.. took bus to my aunty hse at 11 alone.. was suppose to go wif baby de.. but i gus baby oso wont wanna c mi le bahx.. sms baby for the whole day but she din reply mi.. tink she is still veri piss off wif mi bahx.. sorry baby..
my aunty complain n say tat im so slow.. but of cos mahx.. i already had got no mood to do anything liaox wat.. of cos will slow.. so we spend the whole after jus to buy a fone n register internet for her.. ;x din rly eat oso.. im not feeling abit hungry at all.. onli drink a cup of ribena while my aunty they all had their dinner..
finally baby reply my sms.. was so happy when i saw her sms lohx.. it like im back to life again.. haha.. tat was my aunty say.. ;x cab back to her hse den i fix the modem for them.. bathe n teach her how to use her new n73.. so good.. i oso wan.. ;x till abt 10+ den finish bahx.. haha..
chatted wif baby till abt 12+ lidat den jiu go slp le.. cos baby gotta wake up early to mit her fren n i oso gotta go camp mahx.. fall aslp veri fast last nite.. tink im rly too tired le bahx.. den woke up at 7 today n went to camp.. was late though.. but dun care lahx.. for mi now is ord mood liaox le lohx.. everything oso i BKL.. ;x
n oh ya.. ytd was jonathan's birthday.. happy birthday man.. told him tat i will mit him to celebrate wif him de.. but din went down.. sorry abt tat anyway.. was damn no mood ytd so i din went over to join u guys.. dun wanna spoil ur day.. next yr den celebrate for u again bahx.. heex.. so im gonna stop liaox le lahx.. its already long enuf liaox le.. n baby.. u shld noe tat i dun rly mean it de rite.. i will nv say tis type of rubbish again anymore le.. huggies.. <3