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Thursday, September 28, 2006Y
10:17 AM
Sianx again.. Woke up at 730 today.. So early sia.. Tired.. Called Dumdum.. But she nv pick up.. Den wait for awhile more c she got reply or cal back anot.. But tis piggy slp till 12 lidat den wake up.. Haha..

Went to my hse there de polyclinic to remove the stitches.. Waited for the stupid doc for some time b4 i went in.. Den remove all the 7 stitches le.. But dunno y the wound still keep bleeding sia.. Boo.. Den the doc put plaster on it.. N oso got one more week den mc.. Haha.. So shiok sia.. Woots..

Went to my aunty shop to eat n waited for Dumdum.. Got rain for awhile but den after tat jiu stop liaox le.. Talk to Dumdum fone but got abit aguement.. But after tat jiu okie le.. My fault anyway.. Dunno y tis few days i oways feel veri pek chey.. Haix.. Nvm den.. Its all over le..

Mit Dumdum at abt 2 lidat at Ps.. Den roy came after awhile.. Watch Miami Vice.. The whole movie 2hr+ lohx.. Sit till my pigu oso pain liaox.. Heex.. But nvm lahx.. Cos the show is rly nice.. Woots.. If haven go c den better dun miss it.. Lolx.. Den Dumdum after the movie keep say bang bang head shot.. Haha.. So funny..

Walk over to Ms.. Eat duck rice there den went over to esplanade there slack le.. Cos veri long nv go there sit sit liaox le.. Haha.. Tink rly old liaox le bahx.. Last time use to walk from Ms to Ps oso no kick de.. But today lidat walk feel veri tired wor.. Sit till abt 8+ lidat den jiu go hm le.. Pei Dumdum took train till tamp den i jiu went hm le..

On the way hm dunno y head started feeling giddy le.. Den jiu sit down there motionless liaox.. Dun feel like moving oso.. Reach hm bath le come out talk to Jonathan on fone till abt 1 bahx.. Feeling so xin ku lohx.. Both nose oso block sia.. Den canot breathe properly oso.. Wanna slp oso canot slp sia.. Den abt 1+ Dumdum cal mi den we talk till 3+ lidat bahx.. But still cant slp.. Den at there fa dai till abt 5 lidat den onli i fall aslp..

Hmmm.. When i got hm today.. Dunno wat happen oso.. Suddenly alot of questions jus came up to my mind.. Haix.. Wat am i doing now? Is it rite or is it wrong? I dunno.. Y cant i jus live like anyone else? Y cant i jus forget everything den continue my life? I oso dunno.. I do rly care but i cant show it.. N i oso dunno how to show it.. I feel veri bad now.. I jus cant tink now.. So lost.. I seem to be like standing on a pool of quick sand n its slowly sucking my life out from mi..

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