
Finally i noe & understands everything le bahx.. Its mi alone tinking too much from the start bahx.. Like u said u din give mi any hopes.. All was my own tinking from the beginning.. Tats all i can say bahx.. :( Anyway i will be alrite bahx.. Dun wish to tink or talk abt it anymore.. The more i talk or the more i tink makes mi feel miserable..
Updates on mi is i will be having my operation tis 20th bahx.. Hope everyting will be fine bahx.. Dun wanna tink abt its oso..
Feeling so not myself nowadays.. Dunno y.. Dun wish to noe y oso.. Maybe someone someday can tell mi wat is happening bahx.. Gonez..