Monday, August 14, 2006Y
11:24 PM
This is my first actual post. Created a new blog with new templates. :)National Day is finally over le. I went for all 4 of the fireworks festival.
Weee. All 4 fireworks is nice but i still like singapore & france de. :)
Had an arguement on one of the days but was resolved soon after. :)
I felt so confused recently not knowing what to do next.
Loving someone is really so difficult. :( But i think finally everything's over.
After all, it's just empty hopes in an empty nutshell bahx.
I guess. It's no point keep on thinking about it since it's already over le.
And recently my ex-girlfriend started to contact me back. Heartbroken.
I feel so confused. I don't know whether should i actually give my ex-girlfriend another chance cos everyone makes mistakes.. Or should i just move on and start off with a new life.
Making and knowing new friends and creating more colours and liveliness in my life.
I really really don't know what to do now. Totally in a mess now.
The fact of me is i don't like to always have people giving me that kind of funny look like as though i'm a murder and also i also do not want myself to look like a lifeless zombie everytime.
I'm starting to get tired & bored of life le.